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By Nagatsuki Tappei
While panting for breathlessness, Subaru noticed late that she was holding hands on the green meadow.
From the ground where you reach the limbs, the smell of dense grass hits the nostrils. Like the grassland that took the sun after the rain, the natural atmosphere that boggled wrapped around the whole body of Subaru faintly.
Look around the neck, Subaru looks at Ekidona in front.
She always waits for Subaru while arranging tables and chairs on a small hill in the meadow, preparing tea ceremonies as usual.
As usual. – Yes, as always.
“I think that there is something I want to say variously, but … I wonder if it is sitting and drinking a cup of tea first?”
“… …. Do you think you look back on what I’ve done to me now, still think I will sit down in that seat amenable? Even if you do according to a tea ceremony?”
“Even if you respond, you are a human being who can give priority to the reason who can appreciate cold-heartedly rather than being instinctively angry than the instinct to forget me. Now, those who did a meaningful discussion with me rather than keeping discussions with me There are a lot of merits …. Yes, you have judged with inner mind?
“—-”
Before Subaru pushing and killing voice in anger, Ekidona will not break an attitude that affords afford.
From the top, Subaru who is struck by the star as a ridicule of Subaru who seems as if the seeds seem to be fingering as if the seeds are touched can not choose attitude either positively or negatively.
However, the more we do it in accordance with that word, the less cheapest it is.
“Ekidona … … If you did not mean it, say that”
“Yup?”
“Tell me that the interaction with the witches of coloring before was not your intention for you, say that. Say so, just say a word that is bad.”
“…………”
“That was unavoidable.It was unexpected and was not supposed to be oh. Tell me so … If you tell me so … I will not blame you.”
Ekidona’s saying is correct.
For Subaru to go ahead, her knowledge needs cooperation.
But I can not forgive you for forgiveness. It is certain that Echidna used the witches of hope to trampled Subaru’s “sanctuary” an important place that Subaru never invaded.
So it was a necessary request for Subaru to forgive Echidna and respond to her meaningful discussion.
“… … what if you think what to say”
And at this moment, you understand the weakness and stubbornness of Subaru’s inner heart.
I misunderstand Ekidona, and then see Subaru waiting for a reply while chewing his lips. Slowly, while touching the tip of my gray hair with his fingers,
“As you wish, that is the runaway of Carmilla, a witches of lust, I have stopped, but do not listen to what she says. So, trying to battle you against” trials ” I tried to make him drown, revealing parts I do not want most to touch. ”
“—-”
“You were at ease with yourself and you took off yourself, and you took the initiative back to my castle in the mild case of Carmilla who failed in basketball, and now I got you to each other You can say that it was a good reason for you to face your face. ”
“—-”
“… If I said that, are you satisfied?”
Ekidona talks quickly, squirrels Subaru’s wish reply, and finally betrays it.
Subaru aimed his eyes upwards silently, withdrawing his vision from the face of Ekidona who asked questions.
“… what are you doing, you took a witch like that?”
“Did not Carmilla say it? Because I wanted to rescue you who tried to challenge” trials “and that seemed to fray their hearts.”
“That is not the true witches of the witches of hope, if the words are correct, that is the weakness that I thought as if I wanted to tell Rem … The witches of coloring are That’s why you make me favorable … … Your instructions. ”
“From the content of little remarks until that point … until then, the excuse will not make sense.”
Easily, Ekidona stops talking and shrugs his shoulders. Then Ekidona carries his own cup to the mouth on the table, tilting it,
“As you thought, it was my instructions that I pointed Carmilla, that she gave her a girl who is in your heart.In regard to what I saw with lack of lack, I was more concerned with Carmilla’s problem There is, ”
“… … why are you imitating such a thing?”
“To put it briefly, you will get angry – that’s the most efficient, because it was the most likely means.”
Ekidon keeps going in front of Subaru where facial expression disappears without doing any breath.
“It is unexpected for me that you will be included at this timing in the second” trial. “To be honest, the fact that its content so far stabs you deeply, to be honest, You can say that I had not supposed it until I saw it. ”
“—-”
“Oops, I’d like to have my eyes closed about what I was looking into” trials. “I think I refused it even in the first” trial “, but this is a” trial “prepared by the witch Why? I do not like to be told that it has a bad peculiarity. ”
“… continue …”
“Anyway, I thought by watching you facing the” trial “from the side – if you continue to challenge” trying “alone in this state, you will be worn out for a while … and so on.”
It was not a big exaggeration, it was true as a fact.
To the extent that it can be denied, Subaru does not have its own feet invisible.
The second “trial” – now unavoidable – now facing it, there are several scenes, events, tragedy that have been shown. It was something that roughly broke Subaru’s strength, conscience and misunderstanding.
“So intervening So it is one of the consequences to get frustrated, I will experiment by doing trial and error on everything, that curiosity seeking conclusions without getting tired of me continues to raise the mindset To satisfy that unsatisfied greed, I ask for every result – the challenge for you to “trial” and the result that breaks are not an exception ”
“Then, why did it intervene so why would I break up, if it was one of the things you wanted as a result, you should have been willing to leave it alone. If you can get it, you are satisfied with that? ”
“If that is one result, there is, of course, a perspective to catch up … … but that does not mean doing nothing in order to produce the desired result, that’s it.”
“what……?”
Ekidona’s reply that dropped the tone of voice to Subaru’s pursuit.
Subaru for the first time listened to it and brought his brows for this reason other than anger.
Swallow the meaning of her words, if it becomes a certain form,
“To refuse the result that I wear out and disappear … … You said that you prepared that situation, is that something like that?”
“… As a result, there is no excuse for that it infringed on your precious territory, so that’s why I will accept you if you can blow me down. Your anger is right, my My selfishness is wrong, it’s just that. ”
Put the cup on the table, echidna is straight, and looks at Subaru under the hill.
There is no emotion of the tea and playfulness that I showed up to the time ago, and the witches of greed are all against SUBARU with all the sincerity we can serve.
Attitude, attitude, words, overwhelm.
It seems that things such as difficult anger and distrust of words to Ekidona, which occupied the chest a while ago, were terribly selfish and selfish.
As a matter of fact, the sense of resistance to ecdonna’s help – the situation of the previous situation, still being persistent, is still persistent, but without it, what happened to Subaru’s heart?
It is hard to imagine that my heart was crushed and crushed on the cold floor of the graveyard and even a faint light could not be seen in the dark, and I scratched.
I can not convey words of appreciation. However, I do not think that it is the opponent that should be exposed to anger and shame. – That was the emotional dropout.
“—-”
Stand up silently and drove the grass on the body while Subaru went up the hill.
Echidna sitting on the chair runs painfully faint colors with a slight expression looking at Subaru approaching. It seems that even if a witch who has spent hundreds of years of time he is going to throw what words Subaru is trying to come up with, I can not read it.
Rightization of knowledge desire. “Witches of greed”. To the opponent, the fact that I could distort the facial expression like that, now gives a little peace of mind to my heart.
“–Ah”
In front of Ekidona raising a small voice to surprise, Subaru who pulled a chair sits on face to face.
It does not carry the cup to the mouth, but it is a manifestation of intention to get on the table of discussion. Subaru puts his hands on his eyed donkey with uneasy eyes, turning his face,
“I do not feel like drinking dona tea … …. I will have meaningful discussions with you”
He swallowed his embarrassed feelings and showed his extent of responding.
※※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※
“After all, what was the second” trial “?
Subaru inquires without looking at Ekidona while keeping his cheeks.
Following that, Ekidona in front will move diagonally forward while shifting the chair so that it will enter Subaru’s field of vision,
“What kind of things are you thinking?”
“I’m not trying to smoke … … I heard suddenly the answer is that insects are too good”
“I am not doing such a meaningful idea because I did something to make you angry.In order to confirm that I can talk friendlyly, I would like to hear your voice a bit more I’m just thinking. ”
It was a strong, tickling voice in the breasts of the conversing parties.
If Subaru is in normal mind and was not confident of anything and faced with this conversation, there would have been a kind of reaction that clogged words and choked words.
However, Subaru could not be able to return her desired reaction with the current Subaru mind, Subaru responded shortly with only a small sigh,
“The beginning of the” trial “was” to see now without seeing. “The scenes that were shown in that pillow are those contents … … now that I do not have any idea, I will be here In the meantime, it is “now” that made different choices from shaping the current situation ”
As a way of thinking, it is the same as the game format like visual novel.
A game in which players branch out the contents and possibilities of a story by choosing options in key points. If an exaggerated way of thinking, life even not a mistake to say also to be a spectacular game that unfolds in that format.
If a person faces a choice of something and selects things by their own will – If the result of a world of possibilities branching is desired, that is correctly “life” itself.
“In the world that should not be seen, perhaps, it may be that I regret that I should have done it in a much happier world than the real” now. “Perhaps it is more than a real” now ” In the unfortunate world, it may be thankful to you who is here – the second “trial” inherently, by looking at “now” different from that “now” Were you able to affirm “Now”?
Following Subaru’s words, Ekidna briefly outlines the second “trial” summary.
It has almost no difference from Subaru’s imagination, “trials”. Only one thing, except that it was deeply sharp and stabbed only by Subaru.
“- Is it really that there is a different” now “I saw?”
“…………”
“When I died, I came back to death” on that occasion, so I never saw my own death … … before then I thought that the world is continuing after myself died, I had never thought of that kind of thing … … differently, I have not thought about it. ”
Cause would be so.
Subaru returns to death because the world has fallen into a stalemate. I broke the situation, rescued the important people, and Subaru endured the sense of spending his life by affirming that it was “returning to death” in order to reach the best future as well.
The existence of the world after death overrides that premise of Subaru from the root part.
Subaru has saved the people of the “left behind” who may be there by believing that there is no such thing as “there is no world left behind” for the stability of the mind anything else.
Therefore,
“Even after I died, the world continues … The world branched with my choice and everyone who failed to defend in the world where I got frozen and got everything overwhelmed … ….?
“—-”
“What do you think, Ekidona … … please answer”
Subaru loses the option of turning his face, and Subaru points his appeal to Ekidona sitting diagonally forward.
Echidna was silent, in touch with Subaru, touching his own chin as he thought, then, once he closed his eyes.
“I have to explain only one thing about” trial “”
“…………”
“The second” trial “‘now’ is a phenomenon that only shows the sight of the virtual world.The challenger who undergoes” trial “… In this case it is you, details of your memory On that basis, the “memory of the world” extracts the people, the world, the atmosphere, mana, which shape you around, assembling the necessary information of past, the present and the future, that “now” It produces ”
“…………”
“That is, it is” unreality “that was able to be done anywhere.And arbitrary imagination and delusions are another degree of reproducibility and, as a provisional fact,” that kind of thing “can happen.But only to the end” Reality. “I do not make a nod to the answer that it really existed.”
“Wha … ….”
“However”
In the explanation of Ekidona, Subaru raises his face, finding hope. However, Ekidona gave out his palm to Subaru, where the light was seen,
“The details of the principle of your” return to death “is unknown.It is certain that your” returning to death “is by hand of” witch of jealousy “, but” witch of jealousy ” There is no doubt how to make you return to death – it may be the ability to unwind the whole world with your “death”, or a parallel world of another world where you do not know whether it exists or not, Perhaps you are overwriting “Kimi” over another you there. ”
“Ah……”
“If you are adopting the latter principle, there will be a parallel world, and in that world you will continue to have a world without ‘Kim’ after your death ‘
“Yes, the means to make sure … …”
“–Absent”
In Subaru shaking words, Ekidna swears his head as he asserts heartlessly.
Sparse eyes, open your mouth and spell out Subaru. Echidna turns his eyes to sympathize with such Subaru and hits the edge of the table with his fingertips.
“If there is only one way to make sure, it is to hear it from the” witch of jealousy “himself, but you already realized that it is difficult for you?
What Ekidna says is memory when Subaru actually faces “witch of jealousy”. “The witch of jealousy” who met a Subaru who went outside the graveyard at the end of the tea ceremony.
An authentic monster who robbed Emilia’s body, made Garfiel eight-tears, swallowed the “sanctuary” itself with a shadow. – I remember the question of its existence and its circumstances.
“Yes, … Echidna … before this tea ceremony … … outside, I saw a witch in the” sanctuary. “What was that? What was that?”
“It is obvious, but that is” a witch of jealousy. “Although it was a distant disarray from the real thing, the body chosen for the vessel is immature, and nothing more than a seal is out In the absence of the witch factor, it is not possible to demonstrate the power of the heyday ‘
“Well, it’s far from the heyday …?”
It is said that even a monster who did not pay attention to the beastified garfare and killed all scratches without killing the scratch would not compare with the real “witch of jealousy”.
Four hundred years ago how deep was that era when that witch was actually swarming.
“As you can imagine, the chance that came out outside is this tea ceremony, so here it is impossible to tie you down with taboo.Therefore it will not be possible for you to even bind you with taboo.To make it fun to jealous, It was causing the rampage by raising it. ”
“Did you understand that you got it?”
“Even if I did not understand, it was my first time – actually it was the first time I tried that, it would be the first time to make a hypothesis … I can not reach the conclusion until I actually see it Even if you are a witch of greed, you are the same as you guys. ”
“—-”
To the end, Subaru lost sight of the words to Ekidona which does not try to destroy bystanders’ stance. I will not do anything if I blame her. Even though I know that, there is something touched.
If she feels that way, if she feels like helping Subaru, or -.
“There may be no reason for choosing your thoughts in vessels, because it is on the same half elf’s body, it may have been somewhat familiar, but as a big reason there are other reasons than” jealousy ” I do not think anything. ”
“jealousy……?”
“From the witches you want to own your thoughts, you want to devote so much enthusiasm for that, hate and want to destroy, what wonders you think so?
To love someone crazyly means that you want someone to be loved the same. And if someone’s love is not suitable for you, you can run crazy to point yourself to yourself, or a deadliest item of “love” can happen.
So why do “jealous witches” continue to act like that?
“All you worry about is where only” witch of jealousy “knows.”
“—-”
“Regardless of how much thought we can go through, honestly, I will not be able to arrive at the answer. That scenery that chased you down also has no conclusion about what I do not know”
“Sort of thing … ….”
Too much, it could only be said as a severe reality for Subaru.
I wanted you to clearly deny it. Subaru has seen, there must be a world after death.
I wanted you to affirm if it was useless. He said that your selfishness has sacrificed much.
Regardless of which one answered, Subaru must have forgotten the answer which is surely made, in the wedge, by forgetting the teeth, clenching the teeth, shedding tears of the blood, while walking with the soul, I could have taken a step.
– But the answer is that there is no answer, is not it too cruel?
Without being affirmative or denied, are you going to live while dangling around the world?
I do not know whether I stepped on the stomped ones. I did not embrace what I had abandoned even though I threw it away. Is not punishment for Subaru not to let awareness that sin is a sin?
Have Natsuki Subaru so far committed a crime sacrificed to anyone?
Nobody will judge Subaru. It can not condemn. I knew such a thing.
– But are not even Subaru himself allowed to do that?
“I think it is a terrible thing, but I think that I have no choice but to divide it.”
Echidna puts such a word on Subaru who is beaten up and without words.
I lift my neck with a slow movement and Subaru sees Echidna in his empty eyes.
Ekidona receives such a Subaru’s eyes, with a serious looking after breathtaking,
“The second” trial “is to accept” now “as” only now “, and to divide” now “other than” now “as a thing of another world never reachable”
“—-”
“As a reality, there may be a tough subject for you who has a reason to be consciously stronger than other challengers, as it may be, but switch still.”
“switching……?”
“There may be a lot of sacrifices in your choice indeed. There are many things that you have left behind so far that you can not get back, but leaving it It is a sad thing to count the lost things, it’s a nuisance, if it’s a painful thing, do not you think so? ”
“If you are just mental theory, do not call me ….. With ordinary counseling, what is it that you can manage somehow, what do you say?”
Ekidna’s words are comfortable, comforting.
It may have been one of the effects if the wound was shallow, the crime he committed was light, and it was for an event that seemed more comfortable.
It may have been “switched” by feeling like being saved.
However,
“The fact that I can not do anything that I can not do is not changed anywhere in the reality.All of the things that I have spent do not exist on the sacrifice I missed as something I disappeared Well, that possible reality has not changed. ”
“… That is right.”
“How can I affirm myself in that situation? What can I do to forgive myself? I tried to reach out, even my salvation was bounced, I do not want to be saved by Remembrance Rem Either way I will get back the real rem –
Following his breath, Subaru crumbled his face,
“- Will REM I get back someday, is it really a rem that I’d like to save?”
“—-”
“Without that answer, my heart’s ombreliness has not changed … … you can manage it even if it is divisible, do you say so?”
“—-”
“Do not count the things you did not save, live by counting what you saved … Do you tell me that?”
A certain kind of hope is the future of Ekidona’s words to submit to Subaru.
For Subaru, words that may have been hopefully sure.
– But just as the Subaru’s depressed darkness is not shallow enough that it seems hopeful.
“In such ordinary mental theory, you told me … to resist, so saying … …”
“- I say so”
“—-”
“I, I say so”
Echidna said to Subaru to shake out words of comfort and raise his voice at the edge of despair.
Slowly, Echidna looked straight at Subaru, to include bite, he said.
“Instead of counting lots you might not have saved you should count the many you have saved, and now I am watching it on the way you got here like this.”
“I, what … … you, what of me … ….”
“Until here, you are the best of all yourself, I am watching what I have survived as a whole spirit, so I can say, I can say it.”
“—-”
“There was not one useless thing on the way you had walked so far, there is no right to let anyone else say that you were” short “of your whole spirit You throwing everything you can do , I came walking through this moment – that is what I should be proud of. ”
Echidna’s sincerity words hit Subaru’s empty chest. Something can sound in the inside of a sword. – But, it is not enough. With such words, I will not get up.
Even if it is told that we should be proud, it is true that Subaru has lost much. I should have managed to do something. If someone is not Subaru, I did better with the same conditions. Nevertheless, it was Subaru who was in this place, so I could not save much.
It is a sin of Subaru. Subaru’s innocence. Subaru admitted, it is a sin to buy.
“I can not forgive anyone”
“I will forgive you, I know that, I am”
“I will not judge anyone”
“I will judge you, I know your sin, this is me”
“- Everyone can not affirm me,”
“If you can not affirm, I will deny you who you can not forgive”
“—-”
“If you affirm your sin, I will deny your sin”
Everything about Subaru ‘s words will be shaken off by Ekidona falling.
Why is this witch so strong and denies Subaru’s crime?
Why does this witch repeat so much, trying to pay the darkness of Subaru’s heart?
“Why are you trying to manage me so much?”
“… It is a bit nasty to make it say from the mouth of a girl”
Ekidona, which never casually ever loses her words slightly for the first time.
And with a slight red face, Ekidona cleared his throat,
“- Will not you keep your contract with me, Natsuki Subaru”
It was a quiet but strong voice.
In that word, Subaru made a blink of an eye, it took time to penetrate the brain and understand it.
“Kei, are you …?”
“Yes, it’s a contract, a formal contract with a” witch of greed “- will it not connect?”
“Having said that … … and exchanging, what is there?”
“It’s a simple story .– When you hit a something unavoidable obstacle, I will bother your head against you against the wall. If you want someone’s word, Let me strive to return the words you want, when you want, when you are going to be crushed by your own sin, let ‘s shatter the crime that is going to be crushed together. ”
In a breath, Ekidona smiled as if he had a shame.
“Why will not you hold such a contract?”
“… You are a dead, so you can not interfere with reality?”
“The territory of the dead will overtake, now it’s a story nowadays, and now I think that it is not too bad … … if you forgive it”
Echidna’s words of falling shiver the Subaru’s eardrum, hitting his chest hand. The tremor was conducted inside the body, it gradually got heated and passed around the blood and spread to the whole body.
Tactile returns to the hand that appealed a feeling of numbness.
The dry tongue point regains movement to a slight moisture and the eyes who forgot about blinking are filled with hot things until they forget thirst.
I am afraid how to respond to the offer, offer, proposal, helping word.
The witch swears to Subaru as he pledges to keep his footsteps and loses its meaning and supports it.
“I am not proud, but I am confident in the amount of knowledge, I’m going to be able to prepare a coping strategy for most of the problems we face, and whatever absurd circumstances fall on you, persuasion different from your surroundings I do not have the necessary effort, etc. From anything, I can understand your returning to death ”
“Do you tell me your sales points without any doubt?”
“I think that it is an obvious attitude as a requesting side to tell the merit when I sign a contract with you, so if you can buy even a little peace of your heart, that Is not it also a merit?
Ekidona, which makes Subaru’s words hard to sell, even to the words of Subaru. Subaru relaxes her cheek without thinking of such a witch who has never seen before.
I felt the air comfortably escape from the lungs, sighing at “Oh”.
While taking the wind in the meadow, I looked up at the sky with my back in the back.
You can see white clouds swimming inside the creature’s blue sky.
When I got stuck, when the answer became invisible, when I faced difficulties.
– So, again in the blue sky, if you can exchange words in search of conclusions.
“It might be good, too …”
“- What is it?”
Echidna looks down on the Subaru which stood up from the chair, making her fist firmly in a state of unexpected appearance. Echidna changed his complexion, as if he was ashamed of Subaru’s gaze that stood leaning against the backrest,
“Oh no … … well, if you really are, even if you sign a contract like that …”
“Even if you do thoroughly it is delayed now, you did not ask from me, from you … … No, in this case, is it too unlucky to say that?”
Although there is an offer from Ekidona, it is to save Subaru’s heart to the last.
Clearly, this is a witch’s warmth. It is not only because the witch does not mind Subaru’s consideration for Subaru not to shape it.
Wherever, anyone will be helped in this way.
Subaru stands up with a rebound with a rebound that raises the body from the back.
Echidna, who stands at a distance to reach if reaching his hand, looked at the Subaru which was slightly higher at the line of sight, and had an uneasy expression.
Every time, I think that the detailed action is a witches at the bottom.
As it has been saved by it, there is no doubt that he can not say anything.
“How do you sign a contract?”
“- If you are going to sign a formal contract, let ‘s connect a path between me and you, as I can take care of fine arrangements … for the time being, palm”
Echidna lifts his right hand and turns his white palm toward Subaru.
It would mean the same palm over his palm.
Subaru was in front, I could not hide joyfully delicately, I looked at the witch who was touching my mouth, and as I felt like being venomous, I breathed a little as “ha”
“Will this change the wind direction a bit …?”
Yes, put a little bit of expectation for the future, bringing her palm to her palm.
Impact.
Sound breaking sounds, and a white table with a cup on the side of Subaru explodes.
The shock which broke the table directly travels through the ground, creates a crater of destruction on the ground, Subaru unexpectedly raised a surprised voice in spite of the earthquake and the earthquake rocking the feet violently,
“- That contract, I will wait for you”
A girl with blond hair and blue eyes that strikes the fist on the ground and disbelieves dignifiedly.
– “Witch of Fury” was staring at them with a strong anger with two people.
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