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It will be the 201st talk to commemorate on this story.
Thanks to everyone’s cheers, I got here.
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I still have a long way to go, but thank you in the future!
Oh, you can say a lot about the episode of episode 201? (Plump
The odor of the old book is overflowing in the closed room.
Submitting a foot into the open door, stunningly opening his mouth Subaru was conscious of them with visual smell and visual information and noticed that it was half a step lag behind stepping on a floor different from the place he wanted.
– And that delay in recognition causes a fatal delay as it is.
“No warehouse …… !?”
I wandered around the mansion, walking around the place I could not find. Unexpected timing, unexpected opportunities, and it brought about a whitespace in the heart of Subaru, robbing the time behind the door to make a sound and close.
“—-!”
Like I received the wind from the outside, Subaru’s body goes into the library so that it is sucked in. The door is also closed vigorously in the same way, breathing the wind and tickling the nose of Subaru.
I look back to the intense sound, noticing that the door separated the corridor and the room.
The meaning that the warehouse was opened here and the door was closed -.
“Oh, open! -!”
Stretch out the door knob and notice the right arm which is not already in the form of an arm and stretch out the left arm amidably. The fingertips sliding on the door knocking the doorknob while making a fierce sound, but somehow turning handle will not tell the intention of opening and closing to the door though. It idles idly and makes a fierce sound just to stir up Subaru’s frustration.
“- Even if you scratches as much as you can, it is useless.”
Then, a voice flew from behind the Subaru desperately struggling with the door.
Looking back to being repelled, Subaru looks from the back of the library while looking back at the door and looks at the figure of a girl who turns a cold face to here.
Cream long long curly hair, luxurious and glittering dress. Small body, adorable habit, small hatred face. Everything is the same as her knowing about Subaru.
“Beatrice … ….”
“I wonder how bad it is, because the floor in the library is soiled, do not move too much …”
“Open your door now! Get me out!”
Subaru shouts, ignoring everything on her mouth, looking down on Subaru’s wound with a cold appearance. I do not even hear the word saying that he should not hurt, Subaru still sweeps blood, shakes his right arm in a miserable state,
“How do you see a figure now?” How do you do, now !, Dandy !, return it! Early! Now!
“… I wonder what happens when I go back … I can not figure out exactly what Betty can do exactly by returning with that bad wound.”
“About everything, I’m the worst guy! But everyone!”
I do not want to go back to that place and to oppose Elsa. I went into a room where Subaru was supposed to enter, where I went to a girl sleeping there, and -.
“Going into the library,” Crossing the door “got up … It’s that homicide demon in the room …”
If that happens, that madman will head to the existence of Subaru who disappeared. However, before finding the Subaru that has disappeared and wandering around the mansion, you should find a figure of a girl sleeping in the room. And how to respond to a girl whose undaunted murderer responds to an unprotected sleeping face?
“That’s it!”
“It is already late.”
Subaru stretches his voice to shake off the bad feeling of running up. A painful murmur of the girl who is basking in the Subaru.
Subaru is rigid for a moment to the appearance of Beatrice shaking his eyes and shaking the neck sideways. Then the brain chews what she told her, thinking stops.
– What did this girl say now?
“Slow late …… what do … … meaning”
“I wonder why you wanted to return to that room just now.”
“—-”
Beatrice responds indifferently to the question of chopped Subaru.
My throat clogged, my eyes were wide open to the limit, and when I noticed Subaru was falling from the knees on the spot. A shoulder fell, my head fell down, terrible tinnitus echoed in the cranium.
Pain, pain, forgotten pain are evoked, and the noise erodes Subaru’s consciousness. Everything is seriously thought that it should be swept away by the noise and swept away, and then disappear. I do not want to understand anything. I do not want to notice. Nevertheless,
“I’m afraid I can show you, I am painful and I can not see it.”
A compromised girl folds his knees and stares into his right arm and left side, right shoulder injury, stabbing his face. A light glow covers the girl’s palm, and light is first applied to the most damaged right arm. – Justly, something similar to itching runs in the feeling of the arm that has just been appealing to the feverishly, and when it hurts, sounds are made and resuscitation of muscle fibers begins.
The blood is stopped first, then gradually the film gradually stretches the surface of the wound in response to the shine, and the cell which is promoted recovery compensates the scraped part. However,
“It takes time to get back to the original thickness, I wonder if the fingers lost anything will return … …. waist and scratches on the right shoulder”
“… What, what are you doing?”
Muzzle and a blurry voice leaks an empty voice from Subaru’s mouth.
Beatrice, who was conscious of treating the wounds, brought his brows to his voice and gave his healing power to the Subaru,
“I am bothered, but I have no choice but to treat wounds, I wonder only Betty can heal the wounds up to this point in this mansion.”
“Scratch ………………………………………………………………..?”
“If I leave it alone, it will be a life-threatening wound, I am not aware that you knew that you would die but to live, I’m sorry just to die here.”
Being close to one eye and discarding Subaru’s word as a scratched dogma, Beatrice is trying to answer incomparably and try to keep treatment. However,
“—- っ”
“Ah”
Subaru shakes off the injured arm and makes Beatrice a small surprised voice while feeling that the wound is filled with certain healing waves.
Rolling sideways using the trembling knee as it is, I got away from the girl while gloating the floor of the forbidden store grandly and I looked at her and looked back at her in a very imposing manner.
A rough breath is exhaled, and a pile piercing on the waist falls to the floor with the current behavior. A shrill sound. There is a sound that the accumulated water falls out, and the blood overflows also from that scar. A river of blood flows through the thigh and the floor of the knee standing. Subaru has exposed fangs to Beatrice who keeps breathlessly watching the situation,
“I do not have any treatment for wounds … Wow! It’s irrelevant whether I die or live … You, why are you trying to help me !?”
“That … … you are so outright that I can not see it …”
“Why …… Why am I !? If you help me with a thought so you can get out of motion, why did you petra … helping Frederica …? This power of you is there Even if you do not fight, you can escape … even if you do not do it … …! ”
If it is “door crossover” that blocks the connection between the outside world and the room, El Sa that even a relentless pursuer could have won the smoke. There is no capability specialized in escape as much as it is applied. Petra who was delayed in flight, Fredrika headed for the legs, and Lem who could not even move bedridden!
“It should have been helped ……! I am stupid, I am weak … … It was supposed to have arrived where I did not arrive … But how do you …?”
“Why is Betty such a thing …… Betty, there is no reason to help the three people you say, I do not know, such a thing I did not know.”
“Where … …!! It is the reason to help me, you do not have that !?”
Beatrice who reluctantly submits Subaru by shaking his head side-to-face. Denial of her denial, Subaru knocked the floor with the rested right arm,
“How can I help you!? I helped you! I was sick of you! How am I supposed to be a whim? Other than me it is just me, what is different from my three other people! Rem is a good child, I want to do in Frederica There was … … Petra was still small … everyone, much more than me … the reason … to live … worth the price! ”
“Value? Reason? Self-satisfaction of such a posture, why Betty must respect it, I wonder if it will rise, Ningen!”
“Well then what is your inconsistent behavior!? I will not show my face as long as I’m looking around that way, so when I’m in danger, I will stop shooting … … I If the values are also found in that girl … …. Well, it would have been better if you stayed alone in this place in this place! ”
Why did everything show up as everything is now too late?
Even if Elsa sees the incident that occurred in Subaru’s body even though it could have been hidden without noticing even that there is nothing, the existence of Beatrice may not be revealed.
If so, even this girl may have a future that will be torn down in front of that blade blade. Until taking that risk, why did you invite yourself as a half-death student?
Why did you decide to give up living and save yourself who wanted to die?
“If you are a whim or a whisper … If you have a feeling to save me, if you have a chance to help me … If the fragments still remain, even fragments … … Now, steal me … … kill me … ”
“What are you saying … … I wonder … ….”
“Kill me right now! Before anything is overwritten, before everything is definitely getting rid of everything! Before killing me kill me! Kill me! Killer !! ”
Subaru screams up and pleads while spitting, spitting blood, losing the right hand and losing right hand and remaining left hand scraping the floor.
Before Subaru ‘s meaning to live is lost, it is now that the breathing and incessant breathing in this way is done, before the future where visits cease to come.
It screams that this intelligent and inevitable incompetent chunk should be finished.
Being a scream from that soul, but begging Beatrice will not accept.
She shook her head, she puzzled and disliked her expression,
“I do not know, I do not know, I wonder if you know you ningen … Why … Why are you saying such a thing now, although there is life?”
“Life saving will not save you! Life is painful for me now! It should not be, should not be, should not be … If you say that you can not save me …… ”
Do not do anything to rely on others, and immediately take this wretched time with your own hands -.
Looking at Subaru who is breathtakingly prepared, Beatrice sings chewy like “Ah”. While listening to it, Subaru did not hesitate to leave his tongue out of his mouth,
“—-!”
I briskly shunted it and took the decision of self-determination.
Severe pain. Different pain of completely different dimension of the right arm or the waist and the shoulder. No matter how much it tastes, it can not tolerate resistance to pain. There is no such thing as a scar which is born in any place, a pain arising from anything, a different thing, a new thing, a painful thing, a painful thing or getting used to. Pain always behaves equally as pain at any time.
The blood overflows into the mouth, Subaru strikes the white eyes and knows over to the place.
Falling down, the field of vision turns round, the limbs tremble and convulsions begin. Pain stops breathing. A torn tongue clogs my throat and is suffering from breathing difficulties.
“- Doing things!”
It is not a scar of kind that will instantly die. Sharp and dull pain intermittently pierces the brain, trembling limbs that do not stop, tears of blood flowing down my cheeks to suffer. The tongue which half a meter long had caught on the edge of the lip and symbolized Subaru’s endeavor full of self-determination.
This is the third time that Subaru made a choice for self-determination in the other world.
The first time is self-determination of preparedness to recover what can not be repaid during the loop at the mansion.
Self-determination in self-determination when I learned that the second time ended the loop starting from the kingdom, and the existence of Rem was broken. I threw my throat with a knife, but nothing changed.
And there is no third place self-determination – guarantee that can be returned, etc. No matter where, Subaru can not do such as to continue living this time. It is too heavy. It impossible. So if you bet on a handful of possibilities, to get it back.
“… … Hey … leave it, do not go …”
The trembling voice is calling Subaru from somewhere in the world where it begins to go far.
Even that voice will become distant, far away, eventually disappearing.
※※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※ ※
– When I woke up, it was a dusty scent that poked first in Subaru’s nostrils.
“Wow …?”
Waiting for awareness of consciousness, Subaru understands waking by shaking his head with the eyelids closed.
A body that had been lying down on the floor. While I taste the feel of a cool and cold place in my body, I think I idly think that the restart point was in the graveyard.
I wake up, open my eyelids in dim, and see the surroundings. I have not realized securing vision soon after I wake up, I can not see what I seek with blurred vision of tears mixed.
However, apparently it seems that I could “return to death” again and I am relieved. If the returning place is a graveyard, the restarting point will not change.
During the “trial” of the tomb, the time series is shortly after Subaru has overcome “trial” and returned. Emilia is falling by the side of the room, it should start from where she awakens.
“Head, pain …”
While rubbing the glabella and shaking lightly, Subaru plunged his head to arrange the situation.
Even though I had countless things to think about, there was an increase in that even in the last loop. There is no real solution any way now what to do. Even the light which should have been seen is felt to have been an attraction light to invite to a new trap.
I felt that I fell into another pitfall, trying to bypass the pitfalls to despair and cross over.
“It is also an unscrupulous guy with a frenzy of Kenzan …”
It is not wrong as an analogy in the sense that it is fatal.
“Trial” of “sanctuary”. Relationship with Garfiel. Raid of the mansion. The mystery that the deferred grace disappeared and the vengeance to Elsa – Establish a way to rescue the Rem.
Frequent occurrence of problems that the head is likely to boil, but already I am fortunate that I got the opportunity to worry about doing something.
A situation that did not have to be conscious of the thought that it might end here. How much salvation is there only by breaking it?
“It is painful that you do not know anything again and you have to contact Emilia -”
While saying, Subaru admits that the sight which had been hazy until that time will begin to clear. Ringing the nose to the smell you placed, you first have to look for Emilia.
With that in mind, I finally noticed, lightly hitting my forehead like an eagle.
– To the fact that there are three finger defects on my right hand.
“N – -! Ah!?”
Subaru’s throat begins to surprise with finding injuries that can not be done, scars that can not be carried over. And the fact that I was watching the world that was too convenient for me was finally hit by the shivering eyes reflecting the world.
Cold floor, dry stone wall. Musted moldy. The space of the tomb that Subaru wanted. But in front of Subaru as a reality is a corner of a bookcase lined with books filled with books, a room with a unique scent of leathery paper produced over time,
“Warrant … no, no … ….”
Mysteriousness that my body is still placed in the place that should have said goodbye. Then, Subaru assumes the worst situation and first confirms his body.
The worst possible possibility – the possibility that the repetition of the world has been fixed at that moment when Subaru stepped into the library.
Subaru stares at his right arm touching his face, leaving the form that can not hide shudder. Three finger defects and one third of the left arm lost its thickness in the right arm. However, the wound in its arm has already been closed, and it conveys the fact that distorted meat excitement and discoloration is regenerating the body.
There is no conspicuous trauma on the waist and right shoulder where the pile stuck, only the feeling of hitting the skin and occasional dragging discomfort remain.
At the very least, it is impossible at the moment you step into the forbidden stockhouse, which was just after the injury. If so, there is only one possibility to be left by the elimination method.
“- I wonder if I finally wake up”
It was a voice that I do not want to listen to at the moment for Subaru who realized the fact.
It seems like it is clear, it is a sounding sound that is tired of the world, but it is not possible to erase interest, but soprano as if you are seeking a connection.
While sitting on the floor, Subaru can go around the neck.
Behind, there is a desire that can not be thrown away there, seek a fantasy where a girl with silver hair is there. A girl in a dress sitting on a wooden stepladder so as to shatter that cheat.
Beatles looked down on Subaru with a book in his hands as if nothing changed before losing consciousness.
Unexpected leakage of breath that can escape. In front of the Subaru she made a sound and closed the book, and when descending slowly from the stepladder,
“Because you do stupid things, you really made me struggle, I wonder if all the arm’s wounds, shoulders, waist and tongue healed together, there should be no inconvenience”
“…………”
“I wonder if there are any words in the fact that I picked up my lives. Well, if you scold this, do not do foolish things …”
“You … you know what you did?”
“What …?.”
Beatrice was approaching a silent Subaru, lining out words that could be punished. At that moment when she gave a frown voice she pushed her,
“—-!”
Standing up and grasping the Beatrice’s decorated dress with his left hand extended. Pull her open-minded to “A” and surprise, bring your face to hit that face,
“Who helped – I asked for such a thing!”
“—-”
“Do you know what you did?! Because of you it’s all messed up, everything is everything, everything is supposed to be anything, everything you can do is break up with you! Why do you die I did not leave it as it was! What will survive and what will happen … … what is going on !? ”
Literally, Subaru was supposed to gain the right to redo by sparing his life.
However, it was shielded by the hands of a girl in front of me and never fulfilled. The only thing that remained in Subaru’s hand was the unexpected feeling of loss and the inexhaustible anger against Beatrice.
“Help me to the caprice and treat wounds …… So you are satisfied? Do you want me to thank you! Oh, thank you! Life was saved thanks to everything except life, everything fell down Even so, life alone was saved! ”
“Bebati is just … … but …”
“Why are we going through this period, if the words of appreciation are not exhausted? Look at me like a matter of course, with a clear face with plenty of momentum left behind us. I am good at it, do not you like humanity? , Look down and smote ~ ”
With a limited amount of hatred, Subaru distorts the cheek to an ugly smile, and Subaru stands up a bewitching phrase to beaten attracted. And acted furiously to fill disappointment, disappointment, loss sense full of my heart. However, the speech bars are interrupted.
“- っ く”
“Ah……”
It was because I saw a large grain of tears spilling out from the eye of a girl who grabbed and approached.
As soon as I saw it, the blood that came up to my head quickly drew and I felt dreadful that it was ugly and malignant that I murmured.
A loose fingertip released the body of Beatrice from hatred and the body of the girl who fell as it was thrown out struck the bookshelf behind and the knee fell on the spot.
Furious nausea is coming up. I can not bear myself for that ugliness, being conscious of what I murmured.
Ugly. It is distorted. What is it other than a winning battle? From Beatrice who does not know the circumstances of “returning to death”, she just healed the wounds of Subaru who was dying. There is no such thing as a benefactor of life, to be thanked and to be abused.
I understand it in reason. But the emotions do not try to admit it. Subaru is being toppled with the extreme emotions that interferes inside of himself, but he raised his face as if he had to put words to Beatrice who had collapsed,
“Different … … bad, I mean to say such things … … you are bad …”
If any one is bad, it is undoubtedly Subaru himself.
I knew what would happen, but stepped into the tiger ‘s nest and stepped on the tail without warning. There is such an arrogance that you let those around you pay the money and that they just have no reason to condemn them.
In terms of emotion, I feel like blaming her lacking information. Even though I was hiding from Subaru, there is a feeling I can not drink for showing up only in that moment.
But at least it is not an excuse for Subaru to blame her loudly.
“I’m sorry … Thank you for healing me, but I will …”
At the very least you disappear from her and you have to choose yourself in another place.
Subaru has no reason to continue this world. I lost too much here. Subaru is not strong enough to live the world that lost something that must not be lost.
That’s why Subaru gave thanks to Beatrice in few words and wandered his line of sight to resign from the library,
“—-”
Beside the collapsed Beatrice, I noticed that a black binding book was falling.
Cover of plain. Made thick. It is as big as a dictionary, it looks like a heavy feeling that it seems a little difficult to carry around. In any case, Subaru’s line of sight will be nailed to that which he knows.
Why is it now in this place?
“Because the” gospel “is in the dragon car … … on hand, in the archive …”
The evangelical witch gods possessed by Petergius are recovered as loot and are in hand of Subaru. However, it does not treat it as a book to be stored in the library, it is only keeping it under the awareness of strict warning of handling unknown purpose, it can not be in this place.
Swinging his head to a situation I do not understand, Subaru reaches for the fallen gospel. I want you to check its contents and deny this anxiety. However,
“–No good!”
In front of Subaru to reach out quickly, the gospel is kidnapped from the side.
Beatrice, which disturbs the skirt of clothes and roars breath, looked away from Subaru with both arms holding the gospel. Taking a distance, she pulls her throat downwards and looks down on the gospel in her arms and traces the cover with your finger with a breath similar to relief.
That gesture, such as touching lovely things, was something that irritated Subaru’s bad feeling to the utmost,
“Why are you treating it that much?”
“…………”
“It’s not the books that witchcraft people had … but it’s not alright, it looks alike, it’s different, it’s a different one, it’s likely to be misunderstood because it looks just like it looks, so I do not think so. Just being bothering away, is not it, it is a nature that makes it easy to quicken it, I have a hard time thinking, my mouth is bad, my eyes are bad, my personality is distorted … …. ”
“…………”
“Hey – deny, do it”
Beyond Subaru to arrange defense against her as quickly as possible, but Beatrice keeps silence. Finally, Subaru casts words that are only appeals.
In front of the Subaru, Beatrice squirrelly sighs out and thrusts a book embraced in both hands forward so that it can be seen as a Subaru,
“This is what you guessed … … This is the gospel.That you say, the same as what the witchcraft guards have, it leads to happiness, a living place, the only truth,” I wonder ”
“Why, why … have you got such a thing? Where are you selling me, telling me the future or lucky items too, I guess you have a strategy book in a real life or a game breakbalance …… Nice, oy”
“… As if answering that question, is Betty not instructed?”
Beatrice tells Subaru to flare to Subaru who throws a question with trembling voice, flatteringly. Subaru tastes the feeling that the tongue is numb to the girl who disappoints the contents of the book,
“If the book is not right, you do not do anything”
“I did not write that question in the book”
“Who cured the wound? Because she hid me in the forbidden cupboard for me who could be killed”
“Is that question written in the book?”
“What is talking to me now like this? Who helped me trying to die …?”
“–Do not know”
Beatrice who just throws an eye on the book, just throws the answer back to emptiness.
Subaru raises a fear that the lungs will be cramped, in an attitude of losing sight of their emotions in their puppet appearance, while being attacked by the dizziness that even the way of breathing seems to forget.
“Everything is not as it says about the book!”
“… I guess …. I wonder if everything will follow the guidance of the gospel, it is Betty’s life to do so, there is Betty just to do so.”
“Because I helped … … because the book wrote that way so?! They also helped me who died in the forest of the devil! Even my heart tried to help me There are times when we play around with each other, shout at each other, shake it like an idiot … time, everything, you have no intention … Well!
“That’s why … … I guess that’s right!”
Suffering Subaru’s words. Beatrice cries out that it makes her face red with anger so that she can cover the end. Step on the foot in the front, she points to Subaru,
“I wonder what everything Betty has done, what I’ve been seeing, and what I’ve been saying is all written here. You … you can not move Betty’s heart I wonder if I will make up my mind, Ningen ”
“—-”
“Betty fulfills the meaning that Betty wanted, to fulfill the meaning of being alive, the life for that, the time to do it, for that I am spending everything and doing so to do it … … … I guess you have something to deny it … …! ”
“Bear ……”
Beatrice’s emotions overflowing as if cutting weirs. I tried to speak to you promptly, but it is obstructed by the sense of oppression from the front that occurred abruptly.
As he felt like feeling like the wind, Subaru realizes the fact that his body can not be resisted and is pushed towards the door of the room. – If this is the case, it will be bounced out.
“Stop … … Beatrice!”
“All of Betty is for mother! Only the connection with your mother is Betty! I do not know about you … I do not know …”
“—-”
“I do not know. I hate it, I hate it. I hate it!”
Swinging his head, hiding the face full of tears, Subaru’s body is blown off to the shout of the girl.
Open door. Space is about to purge Subaru from the warehouse. Subaru ‘s right arm places his hand on the edge of the door. However, three fingers are missing. Barely supporting the body with the index finger, only a few seconds remain.
Raising his face, Subaru tried to raise a voice to a girl who cries.
“Beatri -!”
“…… Taurus”
Subverted words can not reach under her because it is drown out by a weak voice.
Blow away. It is drowned. The space is distorted, and the Subaru’s flesh is fired out to a place where there should not be from the place where it should be.
“—-”
The door closes with a sound, the wind blowing as if it hits it stops, and silence falls into the archive.
A girl is left alone. She sits with a swinging stepping towards the stepladder which is a fixed position in the back of the room with a slow gait, she holds her knees and opens the gospel with fingers trembling on it. Then,
“Why … … Betty, nothing …”
In front of a blank page without anything, only her husband continued to resonate vainly in a quiet room.
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