Turns Out I’m Crazy

By Xi Zi Xu

Chapter 57 Death is like a lamp

Chapter 57 Death is like a lamp

The weather was fine on the day when Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang were buried.

Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei drove to the cemetery early in the morning. After taking the casket at the storage place, they took it to the cemetery.

On the stone tombstone, the names and photos of Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang are engraved.

The staff in the cemetery came over and put salt tea, rice beans, in the tombstone, and then got some soil into it, and covered it thinly.

The man confronted Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei: "Put the casket in."

Chen Qianqing is holding an urn with Lu Zhengfei, Chen Qianqing holding Liu Huamei, and Lu Zhengfei holding Chen Qingyang. Originally, Chen Qingyi asked her not to come over and help, but Chen Qianqing refused.

So at this time, there were only two people standing in front of the tombstones of Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang.

Chen Qianqing bent down and put the casket into it. His look was awkward. He watched Lu Zhengfei put Chen Qingyang's casket on the side of Liu Huamei.

The staff said: "The relatives are going to grab the three holdings and cover them on their caskets. This is the blessing of future generations."

Chen Qianqing went to grab the three holdings and put them on the urns of Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang.

Lu Zhengfei stood still, and the staff gave him a strange look: "You are not a family member?"

Lu Zhengfei smiled bitterly: "I think it is."

Chen Qianqing hanged his head and did not speak. After waiting for the tombstone to be sealed with cement, he took out a white towel from the bag and wiped the dust on the tombstone a little bit.

Lu Zhengfei left some tributes and a bouquet of white chrysanthemums in front of the tombstones of Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang.

After finishing this, Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei burned the clothes belonging to Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang in the place where they burned paper money.

Liu Huamei believes in Christianity, so he can't burn paper money, and he can't burn incense. Chen Qianqing looks at their clothes burning in the fire into ashes, and the whole person is out of the air.

Lu Zhengfei quietly took Chen Qianqing's hand.

Chen Qianqing said: "Let's go."

Lu Zhengfei snorted and took Chen Qianqing’s hand and walked slowly.

Chen Qianqing sat in the co-pilot, and the whole person felt like he was going to collapse. He gasped slightly, and then closed his eyes and eyes.

Lu Zhengfei started the car and left Chen Ceqing with the cemetery.

Everything seems to have passed. Lu Zhengfei is more worried about this person around him. There is no reason for him - Chen Qianqing is quiet. In addition to the first day of demise, he didn't even have tears in his eyes, and he looked like a face, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Coupled with his worrying state of mind, Lu Zhengfei did not know how to comfort Chen Qianqing.

Crying is a way to vent your sadness, but when you are upset, you can't even cry.

Lu Zhengfei did not taste this kind of taste, so in the face of Chen Qianqing's reaction, there is no way to guess what Chen Qianqing is thinking.

When the funeral is over, it is time to start dealing with other things.

Chen Qianqing is not worried about the compensation for the driver's family members. He knows this kind of thing, and Lu Zhengfei will handle it very well after he comes out.

Sure enough, on the second day after Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang were buried, Lu Zhengfei gave the compensation to Chen Qianqing.Eight hundred thousand, two lives, and even Lu Zhengfei did not give him more pocket money, Chen Qianqing took the money to feel the irony.

This 800,000 is nothing to Chen Qianqing, but it is very attractive to ordinary families.

When Chen Qianqing packed his bags and was going to go to school in a city, Chen Qingyu found him.

Chen Qingyu took some fruits and went to Chen Qianqing’s home alone.

Chen Qianqing looked at Chen Qianqing with a cold eye, and the expression was all ironic.

Chen Qingyu was somewhat guilty by Chen Qianqing, but she looked at Lu Zhengfei and saw her courage. She said: "Qian Qing, before your father left, I have already said to me, I want to sell the house... Give us a home."

Said, she took out an agreement from her pocket with Chen Qingyang’s signature.

Chen Qianqing took a look at the agreement and said: "Do you want that house?"

Chen Qingyu said: "It is not the aunt who wants to take advantage of you. Qian Qing, I am a woman with Xiaohui. There is really no way... You see your father is gone, you have rounded his last wish."

Chen Qianqing looked at Chen Qingyu, and suddenly he felt that Chen Qianqing was shut down by him in his last life. It may be a good thing not to see Chen Qingyu’s face. Because until the death, the original Chen Qianqing felt that he had a family that hurts his loved ones.

Chen Qianqing said: "If I disagree."

Chen Qingyu sighed and looked at Lu Zhengfei, who was sitting next to Chen Qianqing without saying a word: "Before your parents died, don't you know about you and Xiaolu?"

Chen Qianqing said: "Do you know?"

Chen Qingyu said: "Men like men, this aunt, I don't want to say you, but if other people know, how would you look at you? How do you see your dad and your mother?"

However, Chen Qianqing’s next move was to slowly tear up the agreement that Chen Qingyu had shown him. He tore apart and said: “Chen Qingyu, you can try it, but I promise you will regret it.”

Chen Qingyu was whitened by Chen Qianqing's movements. She said: "You tear it, it was an attachment!"

Chen Qianqing didn't want to spend a lot of energy on it. He said: "Lu Zhengfei, you look at it."

Lu Zhengfei’s look at Chen Qingyu’s eyes is like watching a dead person.

Chen Qingyu took the bag and walked away while she was walking. She was not stupid, and she saw that Lu Zhengfei was not a good one.

Chen Qianqing said: "Go back to school."

Lu Zhengfei reached out and hugged Chen Qianqing.

Because of this incident, Chen Qianqing went to school for ten days late. However, after asking about his absence, the class leader gave a very generous holiday and told him to greet the school.

Chen Qianqing went to the school, put the luggage in Lu Zhengfei's home, and then went to the rental house first.

Zhu Mao has been in school for ten days. He also called Chen Qianqing during his stay. Naturally, he knew what happened to Chen Qianqing’s family.

When Chen Qianqing came in, he was changing the wood chips for his little hamster. When he looked up, he saw Chen Qianqing, who was expressionless. Zhu Maodao: "Qian Qing, you are back."

Chen Qianqing sighed, and reached out and touched the fat and quickly became a stall.Zhu Mao opened his mouth and wanted to say something to comfort Chen Qianqing, but when he said it, he couldn’t say it. After a long time, he said: "Qianqing, don't be too upset."

Chen Qianqing nodded.

Compared with before the holiday, Chen Qianqing was thinner. His face is white, with a slightly longer hair, and a delicate eyebrow, it is like an unpopular doll.

Zhu Mao looked at Chen Jiaqing’s uncomfortable feelings. He gave Chen Qianqing a heavy hug.

Chen Qianqing slowly said: "I may not go to school."

Zhu Maoyi: "Why don't you go to school?"

Chen Qianqing said: "Because I am sick."

Zhu Mao was shocked: "Qian Qing, what disease are you sick?"

Chen Qianqing said: "The disease is not cured." He felt that he was going crazy.

Countless memories and voices entangled him, making him sleepless, and his calmness is almost an illusion. He doesn't even know when he will completely collapse.

Zhu Mao heard Chen Qianqing say that the first reaction was cancer. He said: "Qianqing, don't give up! My grandfather also got cancer, but lived for a few years."

Chen Qianqing laughed and said, "Stupid, I lied to you."

Zhu Maoyu looked at Chen Qianqing suspiciously and did not seem to believe his words.

Chen Qianqing said: "I will come back to see you... I will leave after a while, I will pay the rent, you can rest assured, maybe I will come back later."

Zhu Maodao: "Don't! When you are gone, I will go back to the dormitory! The flowers are not there anymore... Qian Qing, will you really come back?"

Chen Qianqing said: "Who knows." He does not know whether he can return to the life of a normal person.

Lu Zhengfei has been waiting for Chen Qianqing outside the door. He said: "Qian Qing, do you really want to go to school?"

It used to be that Chen Qianqing was not allowed to go to school, but now he has turned to Chen Qianqing to go to school.

Chen Qianqing said: "No." Nothing is good, he has never been Chen Qianqing, and he has not become Chen Qianqing. He was a lame imitation from beginning to end.

Lu Zhengfei said: "I asked someone to go to work for you to take a break from school... You see when you want to..." He didn't say too clearly in the back, but Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei both knew what it meant.

Chen Qianqing said: "As soon as possible." According to his plan, he should have promised Han Huaiyun's proposal, but when Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang died, he decided to let it go.

Whether it is Lu Zhengfei or Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang’s death, or his future fate in accordance with the established trajectory, he must be one by one.

Because of these, he deserves it.

Rebirth may not mean change, but it means that you have to swallow these sufferings again and again.

After returning to Lu Zhengfei's residence, I didn't know where the florets went and suddenly came out. Chen Qianqing looked at the small flowers screaming at his feet, and his eyes were a kind of heart-warming indifference.

It’s as if this cute little life in front of him can’t attract his interest, even if it’s so cute, it has nothing to do with him.

This is a feeling of being separated from the whole world.

Lu Zhengfei said: "The flower grows really fast."Chen Qianqing calmly looked at Lu Zhengfei, and the look of Lu Zhengfei’s back was cool. Until then, he finally discovered that Chen Qianqing’s condition had become so serious that he could not wait.

Because the eyes that are supposed to be full of life are a dead person that can't be ignored, he is obviously watching you, but you will feel that his eyes have swam away and scattered in the unknown direction.

Lu Zhengfei knew that he could not drag again. He said: "Qianqing, we will go to the doctor immediately."

Chen Qianqing turned his head and said nothing, slowly closing his eyes.

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