Turns Out I’m Crazy

By Xi Zi Xu

Chapter 1 Past Things

Chapter 1 Past Things

When Chen Zhengfei entered the bedroom, Chen Qianqing was already asleep.

His body was unnaturally twisted, like a cooked shrimp, his long hair hanging down, covering his pale face, and the whole person was thin like a piece of paper.

Five years ago, Chen Qianqing was handsome and elegant. He played a beautiful piano. When he smiled, there was a beautiful dimple on his face. Like a prince in the movie, everything was perfect.

But now, Lu Zhengfei walked over and reached out and touched Chen Qianqing's face.

Chen Qianqing was too thin, and the pale face was vaguely visible in the shape of the bone. He was touched by Lu Zhengfei, and he was conditioned to retract his body and a slight whimper in his mouth.

But in the end, I didn't wake up, or I woke up, but I didn't want to open my eyes.

Chen Qianqing has beautiful eyes, thick eyelashes and clear eyes. When staring at you, it is like saying love to you. Lu Zhengfei likes Chen Qianqing and prefers his eyes, but Lu Zhengfei never gets the attention of Chen Qianqing. Because his lover is already paralyzed.

The quality of Chen Qianqing's sleep is not high. He has been insomnia recently and has to rely on a large number of sleeping pills to fall asleep. Once this agent has formed inertia, it is difficult to change it, so that if there is no sleeping pill, Chen Qianqing can't sleep at all.

Lu Zhengfei and Chen Qianqing are the shackles. Chen Qianqing does not like Lu Zhengfei. He doesn't even like men. Lu Zhengfei used all means to lock Chen Qianqing to his side, watching him from full bloom to withering, and finally dying.

The main culprit that led Chen Qianqing to become such is Lu Zhengfei, and now he regrets.

Looking at the dying, Almost at any time may leave his Chen Qianqing, Lu Zhengfei regretted, he regretted the means for Chen Qianqing, regretted that things can be irreparable, but the world has never had regrets to buy.

Lu Zhengfei regrets to die, but he can't do anything about Chen Qianqing's departure. He can take Chen Qianqing from other people, but he can't compete with the god of death for Chen Qianqing's life.

"Oh..." Chen Qianqing woke up. He couldn't see anything, but he could blink. The pair of bright scorpions were gray, and his pale face looked extraordinarily terrible.

"Thousands of Qing." Lu Zhengfei gently called.

Chen Qianqing heard Lu Zhengfei's voice become a stiff body. This person is a nightmare of his life. He can't get rid of the imprisonment and can't stop the injury. He can only be dragged to hell by this person named Lu Zhengfei.

Chen Qianqing said: "Lu Zhengfei, am I going to die?"

This dead word is so sensitive at this time. Lu Zhengfei was so stiff after hearing the word, and then he smiled and said: "Qianqing, don't worry, you will not die."

Chen Qianqing was silent for a moment, and the bloodless lips evoked a mocking arc. He said, "I can't wait for me to die."

The reluctant smile on Lu Zhengfei’s face disappeared instantly. Chen Qianqing could not see Lu Zhengfei’s expression. If he could see it, he would only feel the joy of his heart.

Lu Zhengfei is not happy, Chen Qianqing is happy.

Chen Qianqing’s physical condition has not allowed any toss. Lu Zhengfei can only endure even if he is angry.Chen Qianqing saw Lu Zhengfei silent and continued: "I am also glad that my eyes are blind, and I don't have to see you such a disgusting thing."

Lu Zhengfei clenched his fist.

Chen Qianqing said: "You roll, you can't sleep here." Lu Zhengfei looked at Chen Qianqing, and after a long time he dumbly said: "Qianqing, don't do this."

do not do that? Chen Qianqing listened to this, but he only wanted to sneer. Lu Zhengfei was the initiator of the original, but he always wanted to make a victim. In this relationship, Chen Qianqing was the victim. He did not produce Lu Zhengfei from beginning to end. Any feelings - of course, hate.

In order to get him, Lu Zhengfei not only threatened his family, but also imprisoned him as a pet. In recent years, Chen Qianqing has suffered almost every day.

But it doesn't matter, everything is now over.

Chen Qianqing knew that he was dying. He was lying on the bed and could feel a little bit of life from his body. If a person really wants to die, then no one can stop it.

Lu Zhengfei found the best doctor, used the best medicine, and even threatened him with his family, but Chen Qianqing still weakened day by day.

Lu Zhengfei knew what Chen Qianqing was thinking, but he had no choice but to say: "Qian Qing, you are so dead, how can you retaliate against me?"

Chen Qianqing heard a few coughs, but his face was laughing, but the smile was very vicious. He said: "Lu Zhengfei, I am dead, isn't that the best revenge for you?"

Lu Zhengfei said: "Do you really think that you are the best revenge for me when you die? You are dead, I can go to find the next lover, I have money, right, what can't get."

Chen Qianqing chuckled: "You can't get me."

Lu Zhengfei could not refute. During this time, he has been running for Chen Qianqing. He is even willing to die for Chen Qianqing, but Chen Qianqing will not waver, but with the coldest expression, watching Lu Zhengfei toss, just like watching one is about to The fish in the dry pond is sad and pathetic.

Lu Zhengfei had no choice. In the end, he told Chen Qianqing: "Qianqing, if I am dead, are you willing to survive?"

Chen Qianqing did not speak, did not move, like a puppet without life, after a long time, he said: "Lu Zhengfei, the past can not be chased." Your death can not retain me.

Lu Zhengfei’s eyes were indifferent. Chen Qianqing in front of him was so strange, and the person who attracted him was completely different. He was the one who twisted Chen Qianqing a little bit.

The wrong thing, the wrong feelings, the wrong time and the wrong person, Lu Zhengfei finally burst into tears, and the crying was extremely cold, but did not let Chen Qianqing have any soft heart.

Chen Qianqing’s legs were disabled in the bed, blindness in both eyes, and serious depression made him hate the man named Lu Zhengfei, and he would not have any shake because of Lu Zhengfei’s crying.

Chen Qianqing should have had a bright future, but everything was destroyed by Lu Zhengfei.

All are ruined.Lu Zhengfei cried on the ground, tears wet the carpet, he knew that he was wrong, too many mistakes, the wrong can not look back, Chen Qianqing's laughter is soft, but like a heavy hammer, the soul of Lu Zhengfei on.

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In April, the spring is strong.

Chen Qianqing’s funeral was a weekend. There were very few people who came to participate. There were only a few friends who met, not even relatives.

Lu Zhengfei wore a black suit with black gauze on his arm. Compared with before, he seems to have a lot of people, even with a white hair.

"Lu Shao." Lu Zhengfei's friend patted his shoulder: "Festival."

Lu Zhengfei silently looked at the new tombstone in front of him, and did not move and did not speak.

The friend knew about the things between Lu Zhengfei and Chen Qianqing, and he couldn’t persuade anything. He just sighed and walked away.

At the end of the funeral, Chen Qianqing was buried in the earth. After everyone was gone, Lu Zhengfei stood alone in front of the tombstone.

"Thousands of Qing." Lu Zhengfei said: "I'm sorry."

Green trees take out new sprouts, flowers and birdsong make everything so beautiful, Chen Qianqing's smile is set on the cold stone, and the smile on it is so refreshing.

Lu Zhengfei’s expression was very serious. He knelt down, gently rubbed the stone tablet, kissed Chen Qianqing on the photo, and then took out his gun and pointed at his head: “Qianqing, sorry.”

The sound was a broken sound of the object. The red blood was scattered on the ground, some splashed and stained Chen Qianqing’s photo, and the photo Chen Qianqing’s smile was more brilliant because of the liquid.

Death is never the end of the story.

Lu Zhengfei didn't know what the world was after death, but when he struggled to open his eyes, he thought that death was a dream he had ever done.

Chen Qianqing in the dream lost his life in front of his eyes. He himself in the dream, picked up his gun and exploded his head.

The strong smell of disinfectant water and the noisy sound of the nose make Lu Zhengfei feel uncomfortable. However, the most obvious discomfort is on the leg. Lu Zhengfei feels that his leg is very painful and very painful.

"Qianqing, Qianqing..." Someone is calling a familiar name, Lu Zhengfei really does not open his eyes, only the whole body hurts.

"Qianqing, Qianqing." The voice is still calling, Lu Zhengfei is boring in his heart, and he wants to be mad.

"Chen Qianqing." The low voice was filled with anger and coldness: "Do you think that you ran away? Next time, you are not a leg."

Lu Zhengfei finally fainted in the past.

Woke up again, I don't know how long it has passed. Lu Zhengfei opened his eyes in a difficult way and saw a white color - the ceiling above the head.

The smell of disinfectant water is so rich, Lu Zhengfei turned his head and saw a needle on his right hand, and he couldn’t move at all.

"Mr. Chen, are you awake?" A nurse walked to Lu Zhengfei's side and said softly: "Where do you feel uncomfortable?"

Lu Zhengfei’s eyes were so blank that he couldn’t understand the nurse’s words for a while."Mr. Chen?" The beautiful nurse frowned and frowned. He reached out and swayed in front of Lu Zhengfei. When he found Lu Zhengfei’s eyes motionless, he was shocked and hurriedly called Lu Zhengfei’s doctor.

"Mr. Chen?" The doctor saw Lu Zhengfei's face as indifferent. He seemed to be anxious. He said: "Mr. Chen, can you hear us talking?"

Lu Zhengfei was silent for a long time, until the doctors and nurses were about to go crazy, only dumbly said: "What do you call me?"

The doctor looked at Lu Zhengfei in amazement: "Mr. Chen...you... okay?"

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