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She does not have what culture, attended the elementary school reluctantly, English letter has only known ab, as for English ability, was a point does not have.
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In Australia, complete foreign communication pins on Mu Yan, she can only make the supermarket to do grocery shopping this minor matter.
Now, Mu Yan walked, her woman, all alone, but must drag a child, can want to see difficultly.
Li He said, „that you attended, waits for the mood to relax, together returns to homeland with us, this, after mutually, has takes care.”
Mu Yan and he, even if old colleague, is the partner, simultaneously most is better, friend who most opens heart, no matter from any perspective, he has voluntarily the family member who the responsibility and takes care of Mu Yan, is duty-bound.
„Thanks, but, does not use that troublesome, you have the matter to go back first, how I know go by car, buys the airplane ticket to go back.” Yang Ling smiles, does not want to trouble anybody, just like wants to maintain the final dignity, this is stubbornness in her bone, she does not hope that others they are small and weak or they are the orphan widowed mother feel sorry for them on the sympathy.
This and friend or stranger far and near has not related.
„All right, we do not worry,” Li He says with a smile painstakingly, „I hope that you want to open, after all the person die cannot come back to life.”
Mu Yan funeral past three days later, he dares such to comfort.
„His bone ash does not have remaining, such buried this, you said how my this went back to confess with his parents!” Thought of the old person, Yang Ling then cries.
Li He said that „, if you want, I can the present arrange the person to take the old person to come, if the old person wants, later I will also lead the old person to have a look.”
This does not have the means of means.
He before Meng Jianguo catches up, the friends of Yang Ling amicable rock under the bone ash are not suitable carry returning to homeland, makes the rock sleep well directly here.
What implements is the burial of dead underground.
Even if Li He finds the way to bring back to country now, opens the coffin is also inauspicious.
„, Thanks” Yang Ling wū wū crying opened.
Li He waits her mood to stabilize, exits to transfer the revolutions with Meng Jianguo, unconscious mood agitated point a cigarette!
„Father does not believe in evil doctrines!” He air/Qi throws the ground the cigarette that just lit, stepped on a foot that the heart unwilling sentiment does not hope ruthlessly.
„Does?” Meng Jianguo had a scare by Li He this wicked sound and sudden movement.
„Mr. Li just thinks that he is stopping smoking.” simultaneous/uniform magnificence inserted one at the right moment, this matter he did not meet one time in any case two, already became accustomed.
„This?” It is not the joke, but Meng Jianguo and the others, why felt that is so funny?
Li He sighed, „that you did think? Yeah, you do not know, this no-smoking is really difficult, do not think so me, has the skill also to abstain a smoke to show me.”
He wants under the alleviation the mood with the smoke, to be agitated!
The no-smoking is quite difficult!
The pain of no-smoking is not the ache in physiology, but is suffering of spiritual level. By stone press/pressure in the heart, after being done for a long time greatly various attempts have been unsuccessful, this pressure can be imagined!
He really does not want to study previous life pulling out the smoke disgustingly, then stopped smoking!
After a that pain, does not want to try absolutely again!
Actually, now he understood, said that 1000 10,000, any method is false, stops smoking needs to depend on the autonomy!
„To be honest, I was also prepare to stop smoking.” Meng Jianguo says with a smile, „ do not visit me, I already stopped smoking. Sees nearby the station each time, there are old man to pick the cigarette butt to pull out specially, is at heart uncomfortable. You think that I am the sympathy?
No, I am repugnant, because I and they are similar.
The sentence is difficult to be obedient, if one day, I have not had a thing in the world, has been disappointed impoverished, I am possibly same as them.
At heart, only then a hope of cigarette, where will also give a thought to any face non- face.
Not to mention any fighting spirit and so on. ”
„, Your cow.” Li He raises up the thumb, was saying to Hu Dayi, „we learn from him, stops smoking together diligently.”
„Do not be counted me, I have no way to stop smoking, every day depends on this smoke to gasp for breath.” Hu Dayi beckons with the hand the rejection saying that „abstained, I must the depression not be possible.”
Liu Yibo who has not spoken in one side from beginning to end, suddenly sighed, „I finally know now, why he will come to Australia.”
„Depression.” Meng Jianguo cannot think that which muscle Liu Yibo is not right, with issue inquiry that this everybody knows.
„Deep level?” Liu Yibo then asked.
„Your this thinks that conducts writing work?” Meng Jianguo right now does not understand Liu Yibo meaning.
„Actually, the home is different from the overseas environment.” Liu Yibo no longer keeps guessing, subsequently said that „ internally, you, if the person told that you have the depression, how many people there are able to believe your? Understands your, thinks that you are the joke, does not understand your, thinks your neurosis.
Moreover, sometimes spoke to work is very easy becomes others' different kind, continued to live again in this environment, definitely cannot be comfortable ”
Meng Jianguo breaks to say with a smile, „didn't contact the person externally? Naturally, this Australian is little, may also the contact not be”
„Why this said that education must face the modernization, to the world, future-oriented reason, at least the vision field of vision of Chinese almost and developed trail connection.” Hu Dayi teased, „ your this person does not know what was the depression, the psychological knowledge tired fearfulness, let alone other people!
In the developed country, does not dare saying that most people can understand has the psychological disease person, but at least some people can understand, will respect a point probably, this domestic is very again difficult, did not laugh at you to be good, even thinks that you ate to the full have supported, indulged in flights of fancy. ”
„This also is really.” Li He deep to be so.
He thinks, this perhaps is the reason that few people choose going abroad.
Naturally, has the opportunity to go abroad, no matter why, most people will choose to go abroad, even if the Chinese economy vigorously develops at this time, the Chinese world soon will stride hand in hand in 21 world.
Cannot exit, is not does not want to exit, was actually stranded.
Choice?
Does not have chooses.
The elites have the qualifications to elect.
The people then also chatted that to the orphan widowed mother on, Meng Jianguo rebuked oneself saying that „ I and old Mu were 80 years graduate later keeping after school to teach, that met you are a student, I and he live in the single dormitory, both of us located best.
Even if afterward, they left school, we also at together fortification, was the time that I and he was together are most, but, yeah, he has said with me, he had the depression, I really had also laughed at him at that time, afterward he no longer raised. ”
Then, he annoying has tapped under the head.
The people console, superficial matter does not blame him, ignorant continues his.
„Unknowingly, knew that 17 years,” Meng Jianguo sighed, has hesitated, then said, „I understood him very much, he had the responsibility acting very much, I do not believe, he such suddenly will leave, but did not give the wife and son makes the arrangement.”
Li He asked, „your meaning is?”
„At least keeping a word what?” Meng Jianguo said.
„Notebook I looked.” Li He then said, „before last page is he dies, remains, calculates the will? How can call not to have the word?”
„That diary that we read now, is only his itself, he is falls book bag, before every day had the matter to be all right must record thousand son 800 characters, knew that these 17 years, he has only delayed for day, on the day of his wife had a child, he did not have the time to write,” Meng Jianguo saw everybody not to understand, the anxious say/way, „suddenly must walk, how possibly to keep 12 lines?”
„Only possibly was he also remains in other places.” Li He is suddenly enlighted.
„Perhaps Meng Jianguo, really has the posthumous writings, but Yang Ling has not taken.”
„You suspected that Miss Yang” simultaneous/uniform magnificent shows the astonished facial expression.
„Closes your foul-mouthed.” Li He ill-humored say/way.
simultaneous/uniform magnificence noticed that everybody's vision looks toward him, suspecting was he said words that should not speak, but he added!
Perhaps good, his expression, told everybody, he will say anything.
ps: Asked a ticket shameless, thanks
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