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Chapter 672 is loved by the mountains and seas (2)
有人刻意在破坏吗?游清澜的热情确实很奇怪啊!
Is someone deliberately destroying it? The enthusiasm of You Qing is really strange!
而且为什么突然专门跑来岩州跟我说?真的是要抢走许庭生的话,不是应该等生小孩以后,机会才更好吗?
And why did you suddenly come to Yanzhou to tell me? Is it really necessary to take away Xu Tingsheng’s words, isn’t it better to wait for a child to have a chance?
因为李琳琳的话,项凝沉默了一会儿,最后带着几分委屈说:“可是他都没有要解释。”
Because Li Linlin’s words, Xiang Ning was silent for a while, and finally with a few points of grievances: “But he did not have to explain.”
“你问他了吗?”李琳琳反问。
"Have you asked him?"Li Linlin asked.
“没有,我当时很生气,很难过,走之前光哭了”,项凝想了想说,“可是,就算那样,他也可以抱住我再解释啊……但是他都没有做。”
"No, I was very angry at the time, very sad, and I cried before I went." Xiang Ning thought and said, "But, even then, he can hold me and explain again…But he did not do it. ”
李琳琳把发型都抓乱了,还是想不出那个逻辑,最后只能无奈说:“是不是许哥有什么隐情,所以不能解释,或者解释不通啊?”
Li Linlin has scratched her hair, but she still can't think of that logic. In the end, she can only help but say: "Is there any hidden feelings in Xu Ge, so I can't explain it, or can't explain it?"
她说错了,又说对了。
She said it was wrong and she was right.
错是错在她认为许庭生被人设计,而许庭生当时,确实是主动做出的承诺,除了李婉儿的病情,没人逼他。
Wrong is wrong. She thinks that Xu Tingsheng was designed by people. Xu Tingsheng was indeed a promise made by him. Except for Li’s illness, no one forced him.
至于对的,则对在她无意中猜中了一件事,许庭生眼下有很多东西不能解释。
As for the right one, there is a lot of things that Xu Tingsheng can't explain at the moment.
若是换一个时间,对比那份失去项凝的痛苦,许庭生未必不能坦白认错,苦苦哀求,去争取获得项凝的原谅。
If you change the time and compare the pain of losing the coagulation, Xu Tingsheng may not be able to confess his mistakes and plead for the forgiveness of Xiang Ning.
但是现在,他不能。
But now, he can't.
如果说周远黛用那样麻烦的方式来推开项凝,而不是直接对项凝做什么,是因为她还在考虑维持两个人之间的底线,那么,许庭生不敢再一次次激怒她。
If Zhou Yuanzhen used such a cumbersome way to push the coagulation, instead of directly doing something to Xiang Ning, because she was still considering maintaining the bottom line between the two people, then Xu Tingsheng did not dare to anger her again and again.
同样的,他更不能把这些告诉项凝。
In the same way, he can't even tell these things.
“要不你去问问他?”李琳琳见项凝没反应,又建议道。
"Would you like to ask him?"Li Linlin saw that Xiang Ning did not respond, and suggested.
项凝摇头,“我才不要。”
Xiang Ning shook his head, "I don't want it."
“如果因为误会分开,多可惜。你们那么好。”李琳琳劝道。
"If it is because of misunderstanding, it is a pity. You are so good. ”Li Linlin advised.
“可是还有更严重的”,项凝犹豫了一下,指着自己说,“我只是替代品。”
"But there are more serious ones." Xiang Ning hesitated and pointed to himself, "I am just a substitute."
“啊?”李琳琳一下就蒙了。
"Ahhhh…"Li Linlin was blinded.
“有一个大项凝……”项凝把曾经她和许庭生之间关于大项凝的话题,还有自己内心的感觉,想不通的逻辑,全盘告诉了李琳琳。
"There is a big coin…"Xiang Ning once told Li Linlin about the topic of big coagulation between her and Xu Tingsheng, as well as her inner feelings and the logic that she couldn’t figure out.
李琳琳听完她的秒速,感觉自己像看了一部天雷滚滚的老式台湾言情剧。
After listening to her second speed, Li Linlin felt like she was watching an old-fashioned Taiwanese romance drama.
“不可能吧?”她说,“要是名字一样的话,那全国算下来,几千人总有吧?”
"impossible?"She said, "If the name is the same, then the country counts down, how many thousands of people always have it?"
“那就是长得很像,可能一模一样。”项凝说。
"That is very similar, it may be exactly the same."Xiang Ning said.
这个说法倒是挺符合老式言情剧的,李琳琳想了想说:“可是也不对啊。”
This statement is quite in line with the old-fashioned romance drama. Li Linlin thought about it: "But it is not right."
“什么不对?”
"What is wrong?"
“年龄不对。”
"The age is wrong."
“嗯?”
"Yeah?"
“许哥第一次去找你的时候,十八还是十九岁吧?高三。”
"When Xu Ge went to see you for the first time, is it 18 or 19? High school. ”
“嗯。”
"Mn."
“那按这个逻辑就等于说,他高三之前,爱过一个跟你一模一样的人,爱的死去活来,然后那个人出事了或者离开了,对吧?”
"That is the logic to say that before he was a senior, he loved a person who was exactly like you, loved to die, and then that person had an accident or left, right?"
项凝看着有些过于激动,以至于打着强烈的手势的李琳琳,点了点头。
Xiang Ning looked so excited that Li Linlin, who had a strong gesture, nodded.
“高中,排除。因为我们都跟黄亚明、付诚他们都认识,对了,还有apple……黄亚明和付诚很喜欢说起他们和许哥的高中时代啊,那种整天一起胡混的生活,突然醒悟的高三……在他们的描述里,一点那种迹象都没有。而且,你记得他们在医院第一次见到你的状态吗?如果许庭生高中很爱过一个跟你一模一样的人,他们不可能对你没反应的。”
"High school, exclude. Because we all know each other with Huang Yaming and Fu Cheng, right, and apple…Huang Yaming and Fu Cheng like to talk about their high school days with Xu Ge, the kind of life that has been mixed all day, and suddenly realized the third year…In their description, there is no such sign. And, do you remember the first time they saw your status at the hospital? If Xu Tingsheng High School loves someone who is exactly the same as you, they can't respond to you. ”
项凝想了想,“好像也是哦。”她其实还有一次,偶尔听到过付诚和方云瑶的对话,知道许庭生高中差点跟一个很男孩子气的女生在一起过……这么想来,逻辑是对不上。
Xiang Ning thought for a moment, "It seems to be oh."In fact, she once again heard the conversation between Fu Cheng and Fang Yunyao, knowing that Xu Tingsheng’s high school was almost with a very boyish girl…If you think about it, the logic is not right.
“那初中?初中……”李琳琳继续道。
"What about junior high school? Middle SchoolLi Linlin continued.
“初中没有的。”项凝说。
"Nothing in junior high school."Xiang Ning said.
“嗯?你知道?”
“Um? you know
“吴月薇你知道吗?许庭生的学妹,很漂亮,还考了清北的,我跟她很熟。她也喜欢许庭生……她给我讲过他的初中。”
"Wu Yuewei, do you know? Xu Tingsheng's school girl is very beautiful. She also took the test of Qingbei. I am very familiar with her. She also likes Xu Tingsheng…She told me about his junior high school. ”
“那初中也排除,剩下小学?”李琳琳顿了顿说,“小学就不用分析了吧?他才几岁哦。”
"The junior high school is also excluded, leaving the primary school?"Li Linlin paused and said, "There is no need for analysis in elementary school?" He is only a few years old. ”
李琳琳这么说完,项凝自己的逻辑也差不多塌了一半了,只是内心那种隐隐的感觉还在,许庭生太生硬的出现,太无法理解的疯狂宠爱,也还缺乏一个解释。
Li Linlin finished this, Xiang Ning's own logic is almost collapsed, but the inner feeling of faintness is still there, Xu Tingsheng is too blunt to appear, too incomprehensible crazy favor, but also lacks an explanation.
“可是他好像承认过,有那个她。”
"But he seems to have admitted that there is that she."
“那个她么?我觉得可能只是他怕吓到你,所以就顺着你的理解来了……毕竟他那么……不要脸的,在你十四岁的时候,就对你一见钟情。”李琳琳笑着说。
"What about her? I think it may just be that he is afraid of scaring you, so I will follow your understanding…After all, he is so…No shame, when you are fourteen, you fall in love at first sight. ”Li Linlin said with a smile.
项凝也小小的尴尬了一下,低头胡思乱想着。
Xiang Ning was also a little stunned, bowing his head and thinking.
“项凝,你跟许哥呆一起开心吗?其实算起来,三年,快四年了,最近这一年多,你们还住在一起……”李琳琳再次开口。
"Xiang Ning, are you happy with Xu Ge? In fact, three years, almost four years, and more recently this year, you still live together…"Li Linlin spoke again.
项凝有些困惑的看着她。
Xiang Ning looked at her with some confusion.
“我的意思,是想问你和许哥相处的感觉。”
"I mean, I want to ask you how you feel with Xu."
“很好啊!我看小说都看不到比这更好的。”
"very good! I can't see anything better than reading novels. ”
“那你觉得他喜欢你吗?”
"Do you think he likes you?"
项凝凝神想了一下,点了点头。
Xiang Ningjing thought for a moment and nodded.
李琳琳继续道:“那你还是觉得,有一个人,跟你长得一模一样,性格也一模一样吗?”
Li Linlin continued: "Do you still think that there is a person who looks exactly the same as you, and has the same personality?"
项凝有些困惑道:“什么意思啊?老师姐姐。”
Xiang Ning is somewhat confused: "What do you mean? Teacher and sister. ”
“我们现在就假设许哥以前真的有过一个长得跟你一模一样的女朋友”,李琳琳打着手势说,“可是,那……不代表你们就能在这么漫长的时间里,都相处得很好,你懂我的意思吗?”
"We now assume that Xu Ge really had a girlfriend who looks exactly like you," Li Linlin said with a gesture. "But, that…It doesn't mean that you can get along very well in such a long time. Do you understand what I mean? ”
项凝点头,又摇头。
Xiang Ning nodded and shook his head.
“哪怕最开始,真的是因为你跟某个人长得一模一样……许哥后来也已经喜欢上你了。这样解释你明白吗?你的性格,你的脾气,你的习惯,你的爱好,你的……一切,如果他不喜欢,不管你长得跟谁一样,你们都不可能有这么美好的相处的,你理解我的意思吗?”
"Even if it starts, it's really because you look exactly like someone…Xu Ge has already liked you later. Do you understand this? Your character, your temper, your habits, your hobbies, yours…Everything, if he doesn't like it, no matter who you look like, you can't have such a wonderful relationship. Do you understand what I mean? ”
“就是说,哪怕真的有大项凝,他也已经喜欢上了小项凝。是吗?”项凝若有所思的问道。
"That is to say, even if there is really a big coagulation, he has already liked the small coagulation. Yeah?Xiang Ning asked thoughtfully.
“没错”,李琳琳松了一口气,点头说,“而且,按时间推算,根本就不存在什么大项凝。我还是觉得,我刚刚的那个说法才是对的,他只是怕他那样不要脸的一见钟情……吓着你了,才顺着你的思路解释。不说别的,就说许哥刚刚唱歌的样子,难道你觉得,那也是对另一个人的感情?”
"Yes," Li Linlin breathed a sigh of relief and nodded. "And, according to the time projection, there is no big cohesion at all. I still feel that the statement I just made is correct. He is only afraid of his shameless love at first sight…Scared of you, just follow your thoughts. If you don't say anything else, you can say that Xu Ge just sang. Do you think that is the feeling for another person? ”
刚刚那一切,太深刻了,项凝连回忆都不需要,就能肯定,那是因为她。
Just that everything, too deep, Xiang Ninglian does not need memories, can be sure, it is because of her.
再回忆过往,他的眼神,他的话语,他的好的坏的,从记忆深刻的事情到日常相处的细节……他说,项小姐,你真美好……他说,遇见你时最美好的事……
Recalling the past, his eyes, his words, his good and bad, from the memory of things to the details of everyday life…He said, Miss Xiang, you are so beautiful…He said that the best thing when meeting you…
感觉这东西,是骗不了人的。
I feel that this thing can't be fooled.
项凝脑海里反复重复着自己刚刚那句话:哪怕真的有大项凝,他也已经喜欢上了小项凝。
Xiang Ning repeatedly repeated his own words: even if there is a big coagulation, he has already liked a small coagulation.
“不管开始是怎样,后来,现在,许庭生是喜欢我的。”
"No matter what the beginning is, later, now, Xu Tingsheng likes me."
这个结论出现在心上,项凝觉得其他很多东西就不必再去计较了。
This conclusion appeared in my heart, and Xiang Ning felt that many other things would not have to be counted.
她突然觉得自己有好多话想问许庭生,还没有全部原谅,但是愿意问他了,愿意听他解释了……甚至,心里还做好了宽容一些的准备。
She suddenly felt that she had a lot of words to ask Xu Tingsheng, but she did not fully forgive, but she was willing to ask him, and would like to hear him explain…Even, my heart is ready to be tolerant.
“老师姐姐,你送我回去吧。”项凝吸了吸鼻子说。
"Teacher and sister, you send me back."The item sucked and sucked the nose and said.
“那个家,跟他那个。”她有点尴尬的补充,然后说:“你说的对,我想跟他聊一下。”
"That home, follow him."She added a bit of awkwardness and said, "You are right, I want to talk to him."
“嗯”。李琳琳开心的把项凝送到她和许庭生的那个家楼下。
“hmm… Li Linlin happily sent the item to her and Xu Tingsheng’s house downstairs.
“要不要我上去陪你?”她有些不放心的问道。
"Would you like me to go with you?"She asked some questions with no confidence.
项凝抬手看了看时间,“不用的,杜锦姐姐会过来的。”
Xiang Ning raised his hand and looked at the time. "No, Du Jin will come over."
“那就好”,李琳琳看见项凝准备上楼,又说,“那要不要我帮你通知他?……我是怕你自己不好意思,然后,他万一住寝室。”
"That's good," Li Linlin saw Xiang Ning ready to go upstairs and said, "Would you like me to help you inform him?…I am afraid that you are embarrassed, then, in case he lives in the bedroom. ”
项凝摇了摇头,刚刚淌过许多泪水的小脸蛋儿上绽出一个微笑,“他今天见到我了,晚上一定会回这里住的。”
Xiang Ning shook his head, and a little smile on the little face that had just passed through many tears. "He saw me today, and he will definitely return to live here at night."
李琳琳想了想,懂了,笑着说:“你看你,这么了解他,这么相信他对你的感情和不舍……还瞎想那么多。那我就先回去了。”
Li Linlin thought about it, understood it, and said with a smile: "You see you, understand him so much, so believe his feelings and disappointment for you…I still think so much. Then I will go back first. ”
“嗯,谢谢姐姐老师,再见。”
"Well, thank you sister, goodbye."
项凝拿钥匙开了门,第一眼,她的拖鞋,整齐的摆在门口的鞋架上……
Xiang Ning took the key and opened the door. At first glance, her slippers were neatly placed on the shoe rack at the door…
杜锦意外的并不在家,项凝没有立即打电话给她,红着眼眶,一个人在屋子里四处转着,仔细的看着这套她已经几个月没回来过的房子,她和许庭生的家。
Du Jin was not at home, Xiang Ning did not call her immediately, red eyes, a person turned around in the room, carefully looking at the house she had not returned in a few months, she and Xu Tingsheng s home.
他的房间,好乱。
His room is so messy.
项小姐的房间,维持着原样。
Miss Xiang’s room is maintained as it is.
客厅里,她上次走时留下的东西都还原样摆放着,就像那只是一次中途停止的大整理……在等着继续。
In the living room, what she left when she left last time was placed in a restored form, just like it was just a big stop that stopped midway…Waiting to continue.
冰箱和橱柜上都还放着项凝喜欢的饮料和零食……而且看样子,他最近又买了很多面存着,各种各样,有些好像还是从外地带回来的。
There are also drinks and snacks that Xiang Ning likes on the refrigerator and cabinets…And it seems that he has recently bought a lot of face-to-face, various, and some seem to be coming back from the outside.
在这个家里,爱吃面的那个,是项小姐。
In this home, the one who loves to eat noodles is Miss Xiang.
项小姐的花啊草啊什么的,也都被养得很好。
Miss Xiang’s flowers and grasses are also well raised.
还有,她的那些没带走的,穿过,已经换了季的衣服,都洗过了,在衣柜里整齐的叠放着。
Also, her clothes that have not been taken, passed through, have changed seasons, have been washed, and are neatly stacked in the closet.
看有些东西,摆放得明明很乱,却因为强迫症而奇怪的对齐方式,看叠衣服的细节,项凝知道,这些都是许庭生亲手做的,而不是杜锦。
Look at some things, placed in a clear mess, but because of obsessive-compulsive and strange alignment, look at the details of the folded clothes, Xiang Ning knows, these are Xu Tingsheng's own hands, not Du Jin.
突然就觉得好温暖。
Suddenly I feel so warm.
突然就觉得好踏实。
Suddenly I feel so good.
突然就相信了很多,相信哪怕真的有过大项凝,许庭生现在也已经喜欢上了小项凝。
Suddenly I believe a lot, I believe that even if there is really a big coagulation, Xu Tingsheng now also likes a small coagulation.
突然就不想计较那么多了。
Suddenly I don't want to care about that much.
项凝有点小紧张,有点小尴尬,干脆开了电视,抱了满怀的薯片,盘腿坐在沙发上,边吃,边看韩剧,边等着那个人回家……
Xiang Ning was a little nervous, a little nervous, just turned on the TV, hugged the potato chips, sitting cross-legged on the sofa, eating while watching the Korean drama, waiting for the man to go home…
“就假装很自然,很平常好了。就像我根本就是每周都回来一样。”项凝想着。
"It's natural to pretend that it's normal. Just like I am coming back every week. ”Xiang Ning thought.
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