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Chapter 537, I have had a river
黄亚明发来的那把枪和那句话,一度让许庭生不由自主的头皮发麻,忧心忡忡。
The gun and the sentence sent by Huang Yaming once made Xu Tingsheng numb his involuntary scalp and worried.
这个世界上有一些东西,能让曾经自卑的弱者拥有力量感和权威感,跟着上瘾。这些东西包括权力,财富,还有相机和笔。
There are some things in this world that can make the weak who once had low self-esteem have a sense of power and authority, and follow the addiction. These things include power, wealth, and cameras and pens.
枪也是其中之一,代表暴力的权威。有人曾称它是弱者的福音。
The gun is also one of them, representing the authority of violence. Someone once called it the gospel of the weak.
但是,恰如2002年,费尔南多·梅里尔通过《上帝之城》告诉人们的,一个人一旦开始迷信“枪”的威力,习惯把暴力当作自己的依仗,他的思维模式就会跟着发生改变,再难回头。
However, just as in 2002, Fernando Merrill told people through the City of God that once a person begins to believe in the power of a "gun" and is used to using violence as his own reliance, his mode of thinking will change. It’s hard to look back.
越是弱者,这种诱惑和瘾越难戒除。
The weaker the temptation and addiction, the harder it is to quit.
黄亚明原本或许其实并没有太过强烈的弱者心理,但是谭青灵在他十九岁的时候,通过一场毫不留情的背叛和仅仅一辆宝马,把这样的心理状态强塞给他。
Huang Yaming may not have been too strong a weak person, but Tan Qingling gave him such a mental state through a relentless betrayal and just a BMW when he was 19 years old.
他对财富和权势的追逐因此而变得更加疯狂,因为只有这些,能给他内心需要的安全感。
His pursuit of wealth and power has become even more crazy, because only these can give him the security that he needs.
黄亚明在变,许庭生一直都清楚,但他更清楚,自己应该给他设一个底限。这个国家不是南美或曾经的意大利,有些见不得光的东西固然存在,但永远只能是阴暗角落的后手和辅助。谁真拿它当路来走,最后必然死无葬身之地。
Huang Yaming is changing, Xu Tingsheng has always been clear, but he is more clear that he should set a limit for him. This country is not South America or Italy. Some things that are not visible are still there, but they can only be the back hand and auxiliary of the dark corner. Whoever really takes it as a way to go, and finally will die without a place of burial.
抛开这份不安,黄亚明之后的那条信息让许庭生安心了不少。他会这么说,至少证明他目前在并州的情况并不算糟,非但顾得了自己,必要的时候还能为别人提供庇护。
Aside from this uneasiness, the information after Huang Yaming made Xu Tingsheng feel a lot of peace of mind. He would say this, at least to prove that his current situation in the state is not bad, not only to take care of himself, but also to provide shelter for others when necessary.
至于他说的,把方家这一局当作“练手”,其实也不能简单说是错的。
As for what he said, treating the party as a "hands-on" can't be said to be wrong.
没经验,于是不用经验去打经验,只用最基础的人性和心里思考,去对抗两只经验丰富、老谋深算的老狐狸。这一局过后,无论结局如何,许庭生都会成长。
No experience, so no experience to play experience, only use the most basic humanity and mental thinking, to fight against two experienced, sophisticated veteran fox. After this game, regardless of the outcome, Xu Tingsheng will grow.
“对了,还有件事想跟你说。”黄亚明隔了一会又发来一条信息。
"Right, there is still something I want to tell you."Huang Yaming sent another message after a while.
“说。”许庭生连忙回复。现在的情况下,黄亚明这么严肃的提起一件事,许庭生不敢不认真。他甚至会有些紧张和急切。
SpeakXu Tingsheng quickly replied. Under the current circumstances, Huang Yaming mentioned such a serious matter, Xu Tingsheng did not dare not seriously. He will even be nervous and anxious.
“我想大四毕业后找个代孕,先生个孩子。最好是儿子。”
"I want to find a surrogate after graduation, Mr. a child. It is best to be a son. ”
“……”态度很认真的许庭生,一下有种被梗住的感觉。
“……”Xu Tingsheng, who has a very serious attitude, has a feeling of being trapped.
“我想反正要生的,我不想生我爸妈也不会放过我。然后这辈子又肯定找不到那种特别想跟她生的人。所以干脆找个高端点的,争取生个好点。嫂子这几天帮我联系了个女的,清北,大三,正好时间对得上。姑娘样子也还不错,因为家里问题走投无路才接受这事。要价有点高,一百万。我想了想,应该值。准备过两天去签协议,先付点定金。”
"I want to be born anyway, I don't want to give birth to my parents and will not let me go." Then in this life, I certainly can't find someone who wants to be born with her. So just find a high-end point and try to make a good point. My nephew helped me to contact a woman these days, Qingbei, junior, just right time. The girl looks good, because the family problem has no way to accept this. The asking price is a bit high, one million. I thought about it, it should be worth it. Prepare for two days to sign the agreement, pay a deposit first. ”
许庭生第一次因为了解一件事是认真的而彻底懵逼。黄亚明是认真的。这人生,看得太通透,活得太通透,许庭生不能不服。
For the first time, Xu Tingsheng was completely forced to understand that one thing was serious. Huang Yaming is serious. This life, seeing too transparent, living too transparent, Xu Tingsheng can not refuse.
“你倒是说句话,觉得怎么样?”黄亚明追问。
"You are saying something, how do you feel?"Huang Yaming asked.
“挺好的。”许庭生还能说什么呢?
GoodWhat else can Xu Tingsheng say?
“嗯。我现在就是有点纠结,我儿子将来到底娶念念好,还是等你女儿。娶念念的话,差不多应该正好女大三,抱金砖。娶你那个,要等的日子就久了。可是……你家产多啊!付诚那个穷逼……”
"Yes. I am a bit entangled now, my son will remember in the future, or wait for your daughter. If you miss your thoughts, you should be just a female junior, holding a golden brick. Look at you, the days to wait will be long. ButHow much is your family? Fu Cheng that is poor…"
“……”
“……”
许庭生看几眼手机屏保项凝的照片,想了想,腹黑老妈的主意,其实……也未尝不可啊!
Xu Tingsheng looked at a few photos of the mobile phone screensaver, and thought about it, the idea of the belly black mother, in fact…Also not bad!
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方家的乱枪继续放着。
The Fangjia’s guns continued to be placed.
对面第一波压回来,方家女儿和女婿先步了老大的后尘,因为经济问题一起进去了。跟着,方家老二老三先后出现岗位调动,离开原部门,原系统……
The first wave of the opposite pressure came back, and Fang’s daughter and son-in-law stepped on the footsteps of the boss, and they went in together because of economic problems. Followed by Fang Jia, the second child of the third year, there was a job transfer, leaving the original department, the original system……
明眼人都清楚,这是要对他们下手的先兆。跟人把鱼从水里摸出来撂到案板上一样,只为方便收拾。
The discerning eye knows that this is a harbinger to start with them. Just like people picking the fish out of the water and picking it up on the chopping board, it's just for easy packing.
这样的情况下,方家的乱枪,依然继续放着。只是能用上的人,越来越少了。那些个原先还对方家抱着一丝期待和希望的,不了解情况的,大多开始忙不迭的划清界限,退出战场。这情况几乎摆明了,上去就是炮灰。谁也不傻。
Under such circumstances, the Fang’s guns continued to remain. Only people who can use it are getting less and less. Those who originally had their own expectations and hopes, but did not understand the situation, most of them began to draw a clear line and exit the battlefield. This situation is almost clear, and it is cannon fodder. No one is stupid.
方家闹着笑话。笑话着,笑话着,有人突然咂摸出点不对味来:“这样急吼吼毫无章法的乱来,连忽悠带坑的揽着人瞎拱,自乱阵脚,空耗力量,方家到底在乱什么,急什么?”
Fang Jia made a joke. Jokes, jokes, some people suddenly feel awkward and wrong: "There is no rush of chaos, and even the shackles of the shackles of the people, the chaos, the airpower, the Fangjia in the end What, what are you worried about?"
“这么看来,难道……方老爷子其实已经去了?!”
"So, it seems…Fang Laozi has actually gone? ! ”
只有这一个解释了。其一,乱的原因,没了主心骨,所以没了方略,也更沉不住气。其二,树倒了,猢狲反正要散。所以哪怕是乱来,也趁着现在还能唬得动,先把人使上再说。
Only this one explained. First, the cause of chaos, without the backbone of the heart, so there is no strategy, but also more unsettled. Second, the tree fell, and it was going to be scattered anyway. So even if it is chaos, I can still move it now, let people talk about it first.
这逻辑越想越合理,很快就成了大半个岩州上层共同的揣测。
The more reasonable this logic is, the sooner it will become the common speculation of the upper half of the state.
有人试着从医院方面打听了一下,果不其然,这些天,方家的病房几乎成了禁地,不许外人踏足。给老爷子治疗的医生和护士,也变得完全固定,而且几乎都在方家人的掌控之中。
Some people tried to inquire about it from the hospital. Sure enough, these days, Fang’s ward has almost become a forbidden place, and no outsiders are allowed to set foot. The doctors and nurses who treated the fathers have also become completely fixed, and almost all of them are under the control of the family.
一切的迹象几乎都在说明同一件事——方老爷子很可能已经死了,只是隐而不发。
All the signs are almost the same thing – the father is likely to have died, but not hidden.
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西湖市第一医院。
The First Hospital of West Lake City.
“你这是什么主意?外面的人,现在差不多都应该开始觉着我已经死了吧?”方老头问许庭生。
"What is your idea? People outside, almost now should start to feel that I am dead, right? ”Fang Laotou asked Xu Tingsheng.
“怕是你的孙子孙女都有这么想的。”许庭生说。
"I am afraid that your grandchildren have such thoughts."Xu Tingsheng said.
“说说。”
Status
“这样等你真的死了,才能再‘活’一段时间。”
"This way, when you are really dead, you can 'live' for a while."
“哦,有道理。还有吗?”
"Oh, it makes sense. Still? ”
“还有让对面那两位猜一猜,动一动。要不我没法摸他们的心思。”
"And let the two opposite sides guess, move. Or can't I touch their minds. ”
“也是。还有吗?”
It makes sense Still? ”
“没了。”
Nothing
“你小子不老实。”
"You kid is not honest."
“什么?”
"What?"
“你还有一个目的。你想看,我在等的,不知道会不会来我葬礼的那个人,到底还会不会在意我是不是死了。还有,他到底是谁……”
"You still have a purpose. You want to see, I am waiting, I don't know if the person who will come to my funeral will not care if I am dead. Also, who is he…"
“老爷子诸葛再世。”
"The old man Zhuge is alive."
“我劝你少抖机灵。没用的,我可以明白告诉你,现在的情况,哪怕你们明天就给我大办葬礼,那位也不会过问半个字。”
"I advise you to shake less. It’s useless, I can understand and tell you, the current situation, even if you give me a funeral tomorrow, that person will not ask half a word. ”
“为什么?”
“Why?”
“因为,其实我和我那两个老战友一样,都是他的人。我们三个之间这件事,他们俩忍了二十来年,我也没去提前打压。不是因为他们能忍,也不是因为我真的手软。是因为那时候不是时候,那位压下我们,但留了句话。到这一天,他绝不干预。”
"Because, in fact, like my two old comrades, I am his own. The three of us have been in this matter, and they have endured for twenty years, and I have not tried to suppress it in advance. Not because they can bear it, nor because I am really soft. Because it was not the time, the one pressed us, but left a sentence. By this day, he will never interfere. ”
“原来是这样。”
"It turned out to be the case."
“所以你得做到他不得不干预。”
"So you have to do it and he has to intervene."
“这个我暂时想不到。”
"This is something I can't think of for the time being."
“那就先做别的。慢慢来。”
"Then do something else first. 慢慢来。”
“做着呢。你猜对面那两位会不会亲自来探个究竟?”
"Do it. Do you guess the two opposite sides will personally come and find out? ”
“如果来了呢,你要我做什么?”
"If you come, what do you want me to do?"
“告诉他们,你有过河卒。”
"Tell them, you have had a river."
“哦。我有过河卒。有用?”
"Huh. I have had a river. LONELY WORK
“死马当活马医……其实,你不也是这样想的嘛。”
"Dead horse is a living horse doctor…In fact, you don't think so. ”
“……,什么时候想到的?”
"…, when did you think of it?"
“早上起来照镜子的时候。”
"When you look up in the mirror in the morning."
“哈。”
“Ha!
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