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在整容医院偶遇的那个故人,那个女老师,方云瑶说她叫做周远黛。两个人曾经当过几年同事,尽管不在一个年段,一个学科,一个办公室,但仍算有些交集。
The old woman who met in the plastic surgery hospital, the female teacher, Fang Yunyao said that she was called Zhou Yuanzhen. Two people have been colleagues for several years, although not in a year, a subject, an office, but still some intersection.
异国重逢的情境让这份原本平淡的感情变得难得,意义也大了不少,两个人相谈甚欢,而且互留了联系方式。
The situation of reunion in different countries made this originally plain feeling rare and meaningful. The two people talked very much, and they stayed in contact with each other.
关于这个女人身上是否存在什么明显的变化和不同这一点,许庭生最初问过付诚,但是后来并没有问方云瑶,尽管从道理上来说,方云瑶理应对此更有发言权。
Regarding whether there was any obvious change or difference in this woman, Xu Tingsheng first asked Fu Cheng, but later did not ask Fang Yunyao, although in terms of reason, Fang Yunyao should have more say in this.
许庭生对这个人,这件事,有一种本能的恐惧,心悸发慌,想避开她,希望交集越少越好,知道的,也越少越好。
Xu Tingsheng has an instinctive fear about this person, and he feels flustered and wants to avoid her. I hope that the less the better, the less, the less.
人总是容易对这种“将知未知”的状态感觉不适应,想抽离。相比之下,完全的无知或者彻底的清楚明确两种状态,都要好上许多。
It is always easy for people to feel uncomfortable with this state of "knowing the unknown" and want to leave. In contrast, complete ignorance or thorough clarity of the two states is much better.
事情更让许庭生无法理解的一点是:方云瑶认识这个人,付诚也见过她,甚至身在国内的黄亚明、宋妮,一经提醒,也都表示对这位曾经母校的音乐老师有印象……
What makes Xu Tingsheng unable to understand is that Fang Yunyao knows this person, Fu Cheng has also seen her, and even Huang Yaming and Song Ni, who are in the country, once reminded me that they have an impression on the music teacher who used to be a alma mater…
她甚至几乎肯定就是吴月薇高二时候,那位突然不再来上课,却也没有因此引发任何波澜的音乐老师。
She is almost certainly Wu Yuewei's sophomore year, the one who suddenly stopped coming to class, but did not cause any wave of music teachers.
“对了,她高二还给我们代过一次课啊,歌唱得很好,吉他弹得也很好。”
"Right, she gave us a class in the second year of high school, singing very well, and the guitar is also very good."
付诚突然回忆起,还有这么一件事。
Fu Cheng suddenly recalled that there is such a thing.
但是许庭生无数遍搜索记忆,确定自己对这个按理说应当肯定有些印象的人,竟然真的全无一丝记忆和熟悉感,就好像,她从来不曾出现过,存在过。
However, Xu Tingsheng searched for memories innumerable times, and determined that he should have some impressions on this reasoning theory. There is really no trace of memory and familiarity. It seems that she has never appeared before.
这在很大程度上加深了他的恐惧和逃避心理。
This has greatly deepened his fear and escape.
事实上,如果有心,许庭生完全可以去向那位胖女护士求证一些事,譬如,这个女人到底是不是就是那个长年赞助研究,全身整容的豪客?
In fact, if you have the heart, Xu Tingsheng can go to the fat female nurse to ask for some things. For example, is this woman the long-time sponsored research, full-body plastics?
但是许庭生主动放弃了,因为他发现自己根本不想了解和求证。
However, Xu Tingsheng voluntarily gave up because he found that he did not want to understand and verify.
“证实了又怎样?查她?抓她?击破惊天秘闻?”许庭生想着,“我不要,现在的一切对我已经足够美好,我不要打破,不要涉险……”
"What is confirmed?" Check her? Grab her? Breaking the secret? ”Xu Tingsheng thought, "I don't want, everything is good enough for me now, I don't want to break, don't risk…"
一世重生的许庭生,终究还是没有像许多重生小说的主角那样变成正义感和好奇心都爆棚的超人,他想守护和把握的东西很少,但是特别珍惜,所以小心翼翼。
After all, Xu Tingsheng, who was born again, has not become a superman with a sense of justice and curiosity like many protagonists of reborn novels. He wants to guard and grasp very few things, but he is especially cherished, so he is careful.
他自己是变数,反过来,最怕变数。
He is a variable himself, and in turn, most afraid of variables.
女人接下来几天都没再出现,直到方云瑶回国的那天,她意外的专程到机场送行。
The woman did not appear again in the next few days, until the day when Fang Yunyao returned to China, she unexpectedly made a special trip to the airport.
许庭生在她出现的第一时间拉着付诚避开。两个人站在机场外抽烟,女人在里面和方云瑶聊了很久,然后出门,经过许庭生和付诚身边。
Xu Tingsheng took Fu Cheng to avoid the first time she appeared. Two people stood outside the airport to smoke, the woman chatted with Fang Yunya for a long time, and then went out, passing Xu Tingsheng and Fu Cheng.
“剩下的时间不多了,抓紧吧。”女人说。
"There is not much time left, take care."The woman said.
这应该算是她和许庭生之间的第一句对话,女人说话时面带微笑,语气自然,从逻辑上来说,她的话,应该是在提醒此时仍在门外的许庭生和付诚,登机时间快到了,抓紧进去,过安检,登机……
This should be regarded as the first dialogue between her and Xu Tingsheng. The woman smiles with a smile and the tone is natural. From a logical point of view, her words should be reminding Xu Tingsheng and Fu Cheng who are still outside the door at this time. Time is coming, grab it, go through security, board the plane…
再平常不过的一句话。
A common word.
但是不知为何,许庭生凭空生出一种感觉:这句话只是对他一个人说的,而“时间不多”所指的,事实也并不是登机这件事。
But somehow, Xu Tingsheng gave birth to a feeling out of thin air: this sentence is only said to him alone, and "not much time" refers to the fact that the fact is not boarding.
“好,那我们先进去了,周老师再见。”付诚礼貌的回应,然后当先往里走。
"Okay, then we are advanced, and Teacher Zhou will see you again."Pay a courtesy response and then go inside.
女人对付诚点头致意。
The woman greeted her with a nod.
许庭生不自觉抬头看她。
Xu Tingsheng did not consciously look up at her.
她对许庭生翘了翘嘴角。
She squinted at Xu Tingsheng.
许庭生迅速偏过头,转身跟着付诚进了机场,他很想回头……没有回头。
Xu Tingsheng quickly turned his head and turned and followed Fu Cheng into the airport. He wanted to go back…Did not look back.
乱了节奏的心跳,还有那种挤在胸口的慌乱不安的感觉,一直到飞机离地的那一刻才慢慢缓和下来。
The rhythmic heartbeat, and the flustered feeling of squeezing in the chest, slowly slowed down until the plane left the ground.
“错觉,应该是我的错觉……那句话很普通,对,很普通。是我想多了。”
"The illusion should be my illusion…That sentence is very ordinary, yes, very common. I think more. ”
“其实,哪怕她身上真有什么奇怪之处……飞机正常起飞了,什么都没有发生……与我无关就好,从此没有交集了就好。”
"Actually, even if there is something strange about her body…The plane took off normally and nothing happened…It doesn't matter to me, it doesn't matter if there is no intersection. ”
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飞机经过近十四个小时的飞行后在盛海降落,付诚和方云瑶先回岩州,许庭生滞留了一天。
After nearly fourteen hours of flight, the plane landed in Shenghai. Fucheng and Fang Yunyao first returned to Yanzhou, and Xu Tingsheng stayed for one day.
多留的这一天,许庭生在星辰科技开了一整天会,用近乎独裁的姿态把公司原本的扩张计划强行调整为稳扎稳打的保守方案。
On this day, Xu Tingsheng opened a full-day meeting in Xingchen Technology, and used the almost dictatorial attitude to force the company's original expansion plan to be a conservative plan.
星辰暂时停下几乎所有业务拓展的脚步,专注于先巩固和强化目前手上的业务,挖掘业务本身的潜力和盈利能力,积累资金,锻炼团队。
Stars temporarily stopped the pace of almost all business development, focusing on consolidating and strengthening the current business, tapping the potential and profitability of the business itself, accumulating funds, and training the team.
这样的决策,一方面是因为apple老爸当前所表现出来的攻击性,冒头就打的姿态,许庭生不得不选择先缩一缩。
This kind of decision, on the one hand, is due to the aggressiveness that Apple's dad is currently showing, and the attitude of the head is taken, Xu Tingsheng has to choose to shrink first.
另一方面,则是因为在这次赴美入股facebook遇阻之后,许庭生突然想起了一件事——那场将于2007年始于美国,波及全球的金融危机。
On the other hand, Xu Tingsheng suddenly remembered one thing after the trip to Facebook in the United States. This event will start in the United States in 2007 and affect the global financial crisis.
从领域扩张和资金效率最大化的角度来说,那才是最好的时机。
From the perspective of domain expansion and maximization of capital efficiency, that is the best time.
他可以从“废墟”里用最廉价,最不平等的条件收获很多东西。
He can harvest a lot from the "ruins" with the cheapest and most unequal conditions.
只剩半年多了,在这个别人的灾难,自己的时机到来之前的这半年多时间里,许庭生要做的,就是让自己尽可能的掌握足够多的现金和闪转腾挪的空间。
There are only more than half a year left. In the more than half a year before the disaster of others and the timing of his own arrival, Xu Tingsheng has to do as much as possible to get enough cash and flash space.
扩张确实可以而且应该先停一停,盘子铺得太大,灵活性就会下降。
Expansion can and should stop first, the plates are too big and the flexibility will drop.
许庭生给星辰未来半年的发展定了调,之后再赶回岩州,已经是晚上。
Xu Tingsheng set the tone for the development of Xingchen in the next half year, and then rushed back to Yanzhou, it is already night.
从高速上下来,离学校很近,他顺路先回了一趟宿舍,打算拿两件衣服。
From the high speed, very close to the school, he returned to the dormitory first, and planned to take two pieces of clothes.
许庭生本以为除开已经住在校外的老歪和谭耀,出去实习的室友们都还没回来,寝室里应该没人,结果意外的发现,602灯亮着,李兴民在,一个人屈膝靠卧在竖起来的枕头上,面前还放了一本大部头的书。
Xu Tingsheng thought that apart from the old man and Tan Yao who had already lived outside the school, the roommates who went out for the internship had not returned yet. There should be no one in the dormitory. As a result, the accidental discovery revealed that the 602 lights were on, Li Xingmin was lying on one knee. On the pillow, there was a big book in front of him.
他好像睡着了,没意识到许庭生进门。
He seems to be asleep, not realizing that Xu Tingsheng entered the door.
这种日常普通的小场景让许庭生感觉很好,有一种从不可思议的幻象回到平淡生活的现实的感觉,这感觉让人踏实。
This ordinary ordinary small scene makes Xu Tingsheng feel very good, and there is a feeling of returning to the life of plain life from the incredible illusion, which feels practical.
许庭生拿了衣服,看了几眼李兴民,觉得他这样的睡姿应该很别扭,第二天早上起来难保不浑身酸痛。
Xu Tingsheng took the clothes and looked at Li Xingmin. He felt that his sleeping position should be very awkward. It would be difficult to get up the next morning.
带着几分室友之间平淡关怀的情绪,许庭生小心缓慢的走过去,先轻轻抽走了他手上的书,跟着准备替他铺好枕头,让他躺好。
With a bit of concern between the roommates, Xu Tingsheng walked slowly and carefully, first gently took away the book in his hand, followed by preparing to lay a pillow for him, let him lie down.
“许哥,你干嘛?”李兴民抬头说。
"Xu Ge, what are you doing?"Li Xingmin looked up.
许庭生愣了愣,“你没睡着啊?”
Xu Tingsheng groaned, "You are not asleep?"
李兴民摇头,“看书太专注,刚刚没发现你回来,不过真没睡着。”
Li Xingmin shook his head. "Reading is too focused. I just didn't find you coming back, but I really didn't fall asleep."
“……”
“……”
“我眼睛小,你也不能这样啊!这怎么着也还有点缝开着呢……”李兴民嘟囔道,努力睁了睁眼睛,结果还是只有一条缝。
"My eyes are small, you can't do this! How is this still a little bit sewed…"Li Xingmin muttered, trying to blink his eyes, and there was only one seam.
许庭生笑起来,顺手翻了一下手上的书,“《行政能力测试》,你准备考公务员?”
Xu Tingsheng laughed and turned over the book on his hand. "Administrative Ability Test, are you ready to test civil servants?"
李兴民点点头,“先前出去实习了一阵,发现自己真不是当老师的料,也不喜欢,就提前跑回来了。我都一个人窝寝室半个多月了,你们一个都没回来,然后,我自己一个人无聊,想了想……干脆,提前开始准备考公务员好了。我爸妈是这么希望的,我自己也觉得,这应该是最适合我毕业以后走的路了。不然你说我能干嘛去?”
Li Xingmin nodded. "I went out for a while and found out that I was not a teacher. I didn't like it. I ran back in advance. I have been alone in the bedroom for more than half a month, and none of you have returned. Then, I am bored by myself, thinking about it…Simply start preparing for the civil service in advance. My parents are so hopeful, I also feel that this should be the best way to go after I graduate. Otherwise you said what can I do? ”
“考公务员挺好的,安稳,社会地位不低,娶媳妇都容易不少,而且混好了大有前途。”许庭生认可说。
"The civil servants are very good, stable, and their social status is not low. It is easy for a wife to be a lot, and it is promising."Xu Tingsheng admitted.
“嗯,不过我倒没想什么大前途,就想着……安身立命,踏实”,李兴民坐起来一些,说,“许哥,你知道吗?我以前其实一直都没有有一天要毕业工作,靠自己谋生的觉悟,就那么浑浑噩噩的过日子,习惯了。那天跑回寝室,就我一个人,也一点没觉得孤单什么的,就跟平常一样,开开心心的开电脑玩《梦幻西游》……然后,你知道发生了什么吗?”
"Well, but I didn't think about a big future, I thought…Li Xingmin sat up and said, "Xu Ge, do you know?" I used to have never graduated from work one day, and I was so used to living on my own. I ran back to the bedroom that day, and I was alone. I didn’t feel lonely at all. Just like usual, I was happy to open a computer and play "Fantasy Westward Journey"…Then, do you know what happened? ”
“被盗号了?心灰意冷,干脆学习?”许庭生笑着说道。
"Is it stolen? Disheartened, simply study? ”Xu Tingsheng said with a smile.
“不是”,李兴民神情平静的起身下床,开了电脑,登陆游戏,点开物品栏,“我做出了一把无级别……”
"No," Li Xingmin calmly got out of bed, opened the computer, landed the game, and opened the inventory. "I made a levelless…"
“……,我操!那你不乐疯了啊?!”
"…, I fuck! Then you are not crazy? ! ”
许庭生凑过去,看着电脑屏幕上鼠标指点处弹出的属性框,一把120级的武器“斩妖泣血”下方,清清楚楚的“无级别限制”几个字。
Xu Tingsheng rushed over and looked at the property box popped up on the computer screen at the pointing finger of the computer screen. Under the 120-level weapon, "The sorrowful devilish blood", the clear "no level limit" words.
哪怕从钱的角度,买下全身无级别,对于如今的许庭生来说也是小意思,但是,这种在游戏里运气逆天的感觉,还是让他不由自主的跟着兴奋起来。
Even from the perspective of money, buying a whole body without a level is also a small meaning for today's Xu Tingsheng, but the feeling of luck in the game is still involuntarily followed by him.
就像他前世玩《梦幻西游》,明明在一队人里出手最慢,却幸运的一次就抓到了人生第一只变异芙蓉仙子那样,那时候的芙蓉仙子,可是有钱人才带得起的神宠。
Just like his past life playing "Fantasy Westward Journey", it is clear that the slowest shot in a group of people, but fortunately caught the first variation of the hibiscus fairy in life, the Furong fairy at that time, but the rich talents can afford God pet.
“牛吧?”李兴民说,“那天,我随手鉴定完,鼠标一点,愣了一秒……跟着整个人跳起来,一边骂着脏话,一边大喊着,你们快过来,看我出了什么?!你们看我出了什么?!我那时候真的兴奋坏了,一心就想着显摆死你们,我甚至想,你们会一拥而上,压住我,骂着脏话,说着我狗屎运,逼我卖了它,请吃饭……”
"Cow?"Li Xingmin said, "On that day, I finished the identification, the mouse is a bit, and I slammed for a second…Jumping up with the whole person, screaming while swearing, you are coming over and seeing what happened to me? ! What do you think of me? ! I was really excited at that time, and I was thinking about showing you all the time. I even thought, you will hold on, hold me, swear, say that my dog is lucky, forced me to sell it, please eat… ”
“我喊啊,喊啊,跳啊……可是,一点回应都没有。然后我转过身,看见整个寝室都空荡荡的,我才意识到……你们都不在。我没处显摆,也不会有人冲上来压着我,逼我请吃饭。许哥,我能矫情一下吗?那一下,我觉得好孤独。”
"I shout, shout, jump…However, there is no response at all. Then I turned and saw that the entire bedroom was empty, I realized…You are not there. I have no place to show off, and no one will rush to press me, forcing me to eat. Xu Ge, can I be tempted? Then, I feel so lonely. ”
这是一个毕业过,走进过社会,孤独过的人,听一个傻不愣登的,每天精虫上脑的中二小青年第一次说起孤独……许庭生抬手拍了拍李兴民的肩膀,递给他一根烟。
This is a person who graduated, walked into society, and was lonely. He listened to a stupid person. Every day, the young and middle-aged young people talked about loneliness for the first time…Xu Tingsheng raised his hand and patted Li Xingmin's shoulder and handed him a cigarette.
李兴民把烟点上,继续说:
Li Xingmin put the smoke on and continued:
“后来,我一个人在电脑前坐了好一会儿,想了想,原来会毕业的,原来大三了,马上大四,大四大家在一起的时间应该不多……然后各奔东西,各自工作、生活、忙碌,难得见面。
"Later, I sat alone in front of the computer for a while, thinking about it, I would have graduated, I was a junior, and I am a senior. The time for the seniors should not be much together…Then each went to work, each working, living, busy, and rarely meet.
其实到时候应该跟现在很像,许哥你、老歪、谭耀,你们三个都有自己的事业,很忙,同时不用担心将来;陆旭和小哥呢,他们有女朋友,现在一边实习,一边已经开始想着毕业在哪工作,才能和女朋友继续在同一个地方,他们已经开始努力了,各自一对儿有商有量的……就算会担心,会有不同意见,争论几句,至少也有个寄托。
In fact, it should be similar to the present, brother Xu you, old crooked, Tan Yao, you three have their own careers, very busy, and do not worry about the future; Lu Xu and brother, they have a girlfriend, now while internship, side has begun to think about where to graduate work, to and girlfriend continue in the same place, they have begun to work, The respective pair of children have a number of business …Even if you are worried, there will be different opinions, a few arguments, and at least one of them.
可我呢?只有我,不知道要去找谁,不知道应该做什么,不知道剩我一个人的时候,会怎么样……”
But what about me? Only me, I don’t know who to look for, I don’t know what to do, I don’t know what happens when I am alone…”
“……,又不是毕业了就不见了,再说,还一年呢。”
"…, I haven’t graduated since I graduated. Besides, it’s still a year.”
许庭生安抚了一句。他好像是突然才意识到,原来整个602,最孤独的人,其实一直都是李兴民,只是他每天都在使贱、胡混,从来都不曾把那种状态表现出来,所以,谁都没有注意和在意过。
Xu Tingsheng appeased. He seems to suddenly realize that the whole 602, the most lonely person, has always been Li Xingmin, but he is always making jealousy and husbands, never showing that state, so no one pays attention. And care about it.
“也是”,李兴民点头,有些尴尬的笑着说,“这不那天正好赶上了嘛,难得我也深沉一回,反正就那时候吧,我就想,我得找一条路了,一条看得见的路……然后我就把游戏关了,出门买了公务员的书。接下来半个月,我每天除了吃饭、睡觉,就是看书,做题,然后我心里慢慢就变踏实了,我有一种感觉,我一定会考上的,许哥。这样,我就不慌了,就可以安安稳稳的。”
"Yes," Li Xingmin nodded. Some smiled and said, "This is not the day that I just caught up. It’s rare that I am deeper. Anyway, then I think, I have to find a way, one to see. The road to see…Then I closed the game and went out to buy a book for civil servants. In the next half of the month, in addition to eating and sleeping, I read books and made questions every day. Then my heart slowly became practical. I have a feeling that I will definitely be admitted, Xu Ge. In this way, I will not panic, and I will be safe and stable. ”
他看着许庭生,许庭生点头,说“会的”。
He looked at Xu Tingsheng, Xu Tingsheng nodded and said "will."
李兴民锁了物品,关了游戏,顺手点了卸载。
Li Xingmin locked the item, closed the game, and ordered the unloading.
“这把剑留着等毕业卖了咱们哥几个吃散伙饭……让我请。”
"This sword is kept waiting for the graduation to sell, and we have a few brothers to eat."Let me please. ”
“好。”
Good.
李兴民犹豫了一会,说:“还有……那个事,许哥你别放心上了,我自己都放下了。”
Li Xingmin hesitated for a while and said: "And…That thing, Xu Ge, don't worry, I have let go of it myself. ”
许庭生知道李兴民说的是那个学妹于雅漾的事,他参与过这件事,用互诚的实习助理岗位诈过她,一度替李兴民扳回一城,但是后来因为许庭生自己都离开了互诚,这件事也就跟着不了了之。
Xu Tingsheng knew that Li Xingmin was talking about the school girl Yu Yazhen. He participated in this incident and used her mutual practice assistant position to swindle her. She once pulled back a city for Li Xingmin, but later Xu Tingsheng left the mutual sincerity. This thing will not follow.
只是听说,于雅漾对李兴民的态度,又“理所当然”的翻了回去,那一城,终究没搬回来。
I just heard that Yu Yazhen’s attitude toward Li Xingmin was “taken for granted” and that the city did not move back.
“其实你要真不甘心,一定想做点什么……一个实习岗而已,互诚那边,我现在一样可以决定。”许庭生说道……最庸俗的说法,李兴民被耍了这么久,傻了这么久,就冲让他在那个女人面前大爷一回,许庭生也愿意帮这个忙。
"In fact, you really don't want to be willing to do something…An internship post, mutual honesty, I can decide the same now. ”Xu Tingsheng said…The most vulgar statement, Li Xingmin was played for so long, stupid for so long, he rushed him to the uncle in front of the woman, Xu Tingsheng is willing to help this.
可是李兴民摇头。
However, Li Xingmin shook his head.
“我已经把她的联系方式全部都删除了……她不可能喜欢我的,我很清楚,所以哪怕你帮我,她真的跟我一阵。我想,她这样一个人,在我身边……我也只会更孤单,更空落落的。”
"I have deleted all of her contact information…She can't like me, I know it very well, so even if you help me, she really wants to be with me. I think she is such a person, by my side…I will only be more lonely and more empty. ”
既然李兴民自己想通了,许庭生自然觉得是好事,不再干预。
Since Li Xingmin figured it out, Xu Tingsheng naturally felt that it was a good thing and no longer interfered.
正如他自己所说,求一个,留一个,根本不爱你的人在身边……其实根本不会有温暖,会有的,只有内心更孤单的感触。
As he said, ask for one, leave one, and don’t love you at all…In fact, there will be no warmth at all, there will be only a feeling of loneliness in the heart.
两个人又聊了一会,李兴民看了看时间,主动说:“许哥,时间不早了,你有事先走吧。”
Two people talked for a while, Li Xingmin looked at the time and took the initiative to say: "Xu Ge, time is not early, you have to go in advance."
“其实也没什么事,要不,我今晚住寝室?”许庭生说道。
"In fact, nothing happened, or else, I am staying in the bedroom tonight?"Xu Tingsheng said.
“可别”,李兴民笑着说,“我还看书呢……剩下的时间不多了。”
"Don't be", Li Xingmin said with a smile, "I still read books…Time is running out.
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1、今天,9.9,开始恢复稳定更新,晚上还有一章。(说的是请假半个月,还没到,所以骂我断更可以,骂我食言不守承诺的,抱歉,我似乎还没食言过。)
1, today, 9.9, began to restore stable updates, there is a chapter at night. (It’s a half-month leave, but I haven’t arrived yet, so I’m better off, I’m not convinced that I’m not convinced, sorry, I don’t seem to have said anything. )
2、其实这次请假,当时就很想跟好多朋友私下qq什么的说一声抱歉,比如两个群,比如盟主们啊,比如一直在书评区和qq上关心支持我的各位……但我这个人是这样,理亏,惭愧,就不敢面对……只好逃避。这些天我甚至连书评区都不敢看,微博也不敢看,是真的不敢……就是因为不知道怎么面对。
2, in fact, this time leave, I was very eager to say a lot of friends with private friends, such as two groups, such as the lords, such as those who have been concerned about supporting me in the book review area and qq…But this person is like this, I am afraid, I will not face it…Had to escape. These days, I don’t even dare to read the book review area. Weibo doesn’t dare to look at it. I really don’t dare to…Just because I don't know how to face it.
现在回来了,才敢跟大家说一声正式的抱歉。由此,我也觉得自己的心态还是太差,处理不好和大家的关系,不适合走网文这条路。
Now that I am back, I dare to say a formal sorry to everyone. Therefore, I also feel that my mentality is still too bad, and dealing with bad relationships with everyone is not suitable for taking the road.
3、请假最主要的原因,是怕烂尾,怕结尾写不好,不想混字数骗钱,想找回激情和感觉,给自己的第一本书画上一个虽然肯定不会很好,但至少尽心尽力的结尾。
3, the main reason for taking leave is to fear the end, afraid to write bad at the end, do not want to mix words to swindle money, want to find back the passion and feeling, to draw a picture of their first book, although certainly not very good, but at least End with all your heart and soul.
这本书说是还有三卷,其实剩下的内容真不多了,因为三卷都很短。重生文有后期写得很好的吗?(我看过的,似乎除了显摆有钱,写和女人***,或成了超级大亨继续跟小瘪三装逼打脸,真的没特别好的,若有很好的,欢迎大家推荐我去学习——当然,我的情节是不会改的,只是学一些小技巧。)
The book says there are still three volumes, but the rest is really not much, because the three volumes are very short. Is the reborn text well written in the later stage? (I have seen it, it seems that in addition to showing money, writing and woman ***, or becoming a super tycoon to continue to fight with Xiao Yan three, really not very good, if there is good, welcome everyone to recommend me Going to study – Of course, my plot will not change, just learn some tricks. )
重生文后期不好写,随着故事情节的发展,重生文会慢慢失去最初弥补遗憾的青涩感,同时主角太有钱了,也会慢慢偏离大家实际生活的感触,这就像末世文写到后期,慢慢没有了最初求生的压迫感和紧张感,读起来终究差了许多,除非一路装逼打脸——我自己看了一些网文,研究之后做的总结,是这样的。
Rebirth of the late writing, as the story of the development of the plot, rebirth will slowly lose the original regret of the sentimental feeling, at the same time, the protagonist is too rich, will slowly deviate from the real life of the feelings, this is like the end of the writing to the late, slowly without the first to survive the oppression and tension, read up after all a lot worse, unless all the way to fight face I read some web-text myself, and then I did the summary, and that's it.
4、不会太监,不会爆更,也恳请不要打赏,我们一起安安静静的把它写完。真有朋友看不下去了,就平静的丢掉,我依然感谢。
4, not eunuchs, will not explode, but also please do not reward, we quietly finished it. I really appreciate that my friends can’t stand it anymore and just drop it calmly.
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