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The air in the room is warm, the winter snow scene will make the room look bright and light, and the gentle reading sound, Jin’er always remembers the end of the autumn.
It was the night when the fireflies no longer appeared. The flame passed through the cover of the lantern, and it would be orange-red in the courtyard, lined with the garden stones in the courtyard. The scenery at the end of the autumn, for Jin’er, always seems to be covered with a layer of smoke. Elder Sister Yunzhu’s illness is a surprise for her for Ning Yi.
During this time, Ning Yi was the first person to respond. Soon after, one piece of things was stripped from Yunzhu. In fact, most of them were about bamboo. For these things, Yunzhu, who was weak at the time, was somewhat guilty, but Ning Yi, who was at the bedside, smiled and took responsibility.
“Remember what you said to you in front of the small building. The sand that can’t be held, just lifted it. Actually… I originally hoped that you would have fun when you opened a store. It was really possible, Su Family. After that, it was my fault to want to use Zhuji as a carrier to expand the business. The same mistake, I started to commit again…”
In Ning Yi’s wry smile, Jin’er and Yunzhu did not understand what was meant by the same mistakes he said. But when Ning Yi is aware of the problem and the means to solve the problem, it may not be surprising.
After unloading the bamboo note, he went to the most famous Qinshi music house in the capital, and accompanied Yunzhu to visit in the past. The reason for the use was not to communicate with each other, but just to listen to people, these were counted as distracting. In the matter, I occasionally came to chat with Yunzhu and gave her a story. In this way, Yunzhu’s mood gradually relaxed, but Ning Yi, ran to learn a lot about the melody of the music, and occasionally asked a question to ask Yunzhu, even if it was childish, but it always makes people relax.
When the heart disease comes like a mountain, it seems like a spring rain when going. Autumn went to winter, and then heavy snow fell in the city of Yongliang, and Yunzhu gradually improved. It was the relationship with Jin’er, and on such a day, it was put on hold.
Before going to Shandong, the two said it was good. After Ning Yi came back, he would give Jin’er an account. Unfortunately, after returning, Yunzhu fell ill and the two took care of her. When she was alone, she also had jokes, but for these things, Jin’er knew that he was a bit guilty, even when they were chatting in the corridor one day, listen to him. Speaking of myself is a bit “hearted”.
“Sometimes, I feel that a lot of things are very good. I feel good after I feel good. Yunzhu is good, you are good. I didn’t feel that I was a fancy. I may forget it now. Only these things, I don’t know. How to solve it. I promised you before, but now I can’t do it…”
Ning Yi was sitting under the railing of the red lights, and when it was said, it seemed to be an apology. Jin’er stood up and kicked a kick on his back. After that, they didn’t talk about it. For Jin’er’s silence, Ning Yi was actually somewhat unexpected. Fortunately, after that incident, Jin’er did not express any rejection of him. When she was with Yunzhu, she was still there, or Sometimes bickering with him and making troubles.
In November, Ning Yi took time to visit the musicians and musicians, and went to visit some craftsmen. At the beginning of December, she came over and gave Yunzhu a guqin. The piano is made by hand, the materials are superior but the hand is rough, it seems to just stretch some good strings on a piece of wood, although the paintings on it are pretty, but in the eyes of these people, Yunzhu Jin’er – Perhaps in the eyes of anyone, this piano is a very poor handicraft.
It was this piano that was not allowed to make the sound, so that Yunzhu was smiling and crying for a while.
Instead, when Ning Yi left that evening, Jin’er, who followed him, kicked him. Ning Yi saw her bowed her head in confusion.
“Ning Yi, I am stupid, I don’t understand what you are thinking about. But I and Elder Sister Yunzhu are both out of the brothel. When people are squatting or being raised outside, it is normal and very happy. The thing, the man is good to us, that is an extra thing. If it is normal, it is also a destination. You say that a lot of things are good, you want, men are not like this? See you like Woman, I am in the house. I don’t know what you think, but how to live is also our business. Elder Sister Yunzhu will get sick, many people will get sick, but the disease will always be better, I am not with Elder Sister Yunzhu. I think this is your business, you don’t always think so much.”
Ning Yi made a slight sigh of relief for this. When he reached out and touched Jin’er’s head, Jin’er approached him step by step. Ning Yi could feel the fragrance and softness of her body, and the chest was attached to him. together. Ning Yi is holding her.
“I know you can’t listen to me, are you?”
Jin’er spoke in his arms, and there was no resentment in his tone. Ning Yi smiled, even though she seemed to have no heart on weekdays, but the woman in front of her eyes also had a bright and beautiful heart. When she used that gentleness on her body, her own heart and disposition, in fact, I can’t help but too much.
“I… I can understand, but I feel that I have a responsibility…”
“Yeah.” Jin’er nodded whispering and arched in his arms. “Actually, I know with Elder Sister Yunzhu, we are also very happy, although I told you that night, I thought a little bit. Cry… I just think that you will be very uncomfortable.”
“The man just wants to lick himself, but I remember what you said.”
“That’s good……”
Since this time, Ning Yi has been remembering the feeling of the evening that day, the woman’s body in her arms, what she said. Even though he still can’t let go of his inability to solve the problem, the mood is much easier after all.
This day accompanied Yunzhu and Jin’er to study, chat, and listen to Yunzhu holding the guqin that he made the first song. Although the quality of the piano is extremely poor, the tone at Yunzhu’s fingertips is still beautiful. Yunzhu smiled and said that she would write a book on how to use the rotten piano to pop up a good voice. Although this is the case, she is very happy with this gorgeous piano in her hand.
After Ning Yi took a ham home, and when it was now the yard of “Ningjia”, Su Wenzhao was chatting with Tan’er and others about what happened during this time. After dinner, Ning Yi and Su Wenzhao chatted about the camp in Shandong for a while. When I returned to the courtyard of the residence, the lights were shining, Tan’er holding Ning Yi, and looking at the snowman piled up in the yard at the window. Ning Yi went back to the room and teased her wife and children for a while. Su Tan Er sat on him with Ning Yi and whispered: “What did you do in Shandong, and toss the text into that…”
“what happened?”
“After he came back, he wanted to hold a baby. It looked very gentle, but he scared the nephew. The cicadas are a bit embarrassing. I can see that he is not the same as before. I have not seen a few. What can be done in a month to make a rich young master like this… If you are in prison, you may be able to change your temperament, but it is not like this…”
“It’s hard to say.” Ning Yi shook his head. “It’s not impossible to say, but it doesn’t mean anything. It shouldn’t be in the future. That is… it can subvert people’s outlook on life…”
“That’s it, don’t let the children hear it.” Tan’er grinned and leaned on cheeks against Ning’s little face. Ning Yi was also teasing him, shaking his child with a smirk and shaking. body.
“Anyway, after having a different experience, it is finally starting to materialize, right.”
“Yes.”
The couple spoke about this in a warm room. In the lively right-hand house of Liangliang City, in the lighted study room, Qin Yuyuan is also asking Wang Shanyue alone about various things in Shandong. The outside courtyard has heard the voice of the children running, talking about the camp. At the time, Wang Shanyue also slightly hesitated.
“… Actually, this is hard to say. Ning Li Heng has been very serious about this. I have seen it before and I have seen Su Family’s situation. I feel that… it is too strange…”
The candlelight shook, and Wang Shanyue stood there, talking about the detailed process.
“… At the beginning, it seems that they just obey the above orders, simple training all day, let them say some bad things they have done before, let several monks tell stories, say karma, but the story is actually It’s very simple, not very deep… The whole big process is actually so simple, but on the one hand, the camp is very strict. On the other hand, Ning Li Heng confessed these people as a reward…”
“… who said the most sincere, who said the best, the most reasonable, he let people live a better life, but also to manage other people … from the beginning he personally supervised, pick those who plead guilty. At that time, some people may deliberately pretend to plead guilty, deliberately pretending to be a storytelling, but time has passed, things have slowly changed. The life in the camp is very boring, giving people the feeling that the days may be very slow In a month, he built the entire system, and most of them actually let them manage themselves…”
“In that environment, it is difficult for people to pretend and lie wholeheartedly. Everyone starts to listen to the story, rushing to say that they have done something wrong, saying why they are doing something wrong, even if they pretend, they say they regret it. When you say it, you can’t hold what you really think, because it’s a glorious way to admit it. People don’t let themselves live in an environment they don’t agree with, or change the environment, or… I have to change myself. This is what Li Heng once said. It seems to be a syndrome of tearing.”
“…It seems that a group of robbers kidnapped a group of people. At first, these people were afraid of robbers. After a long time, they would easily feel good about the robbers. The robbers are kind to them. They tend to think that these people are Good people…not because they really think so, because people have to lie to themselves and can’t let themselves live in a background of fear. They can only give themselves a reason to make themselves feel that the environment is too good…”
“Then after the second month, after Li Heng left, things became more and more fierce. The guilty people were more and more sincere, but those who felt dangerous began to secretly ask others not to do this, and then started. Several times of riots. My people, Zhujiazhuang people have been there several times, but in fact most of the actions are suppressed by them. Those who plead guilty, people who feel that they have done something wrong have stopped others. people……”
“At that time, Ning Yi selected the small leader in it as the leader. One of the team leaders wanted to kill and seduce others to make trouble, and to stop it. Even after stopping it, no other people would start to mess up and say that It’s also my fault to be obsessed with his own, and finally committed suicide in front of that person…”
“This whole situation reached the third month, more than 100 people were sent away, more than 30 died, and 12 of them were suicidal… just three months, when the situation in the entire camp was Everyone feels that they are guilty all day long. Some of the men who are still murdering a few months ago are tearful. Everyone wants to do something good, but as an outsider, it really makes people feel… very scary, okay Li Heng started to stop at this time, sent more than 300 children, learned the skills with them, and became a master and apprentice…”
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