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Shen Xing and Guan Rui can't say who they like first. It's not a love of love at first sight, but a stream of water hidden in the years, warm and gentle.
At the age of 18, Guan Rui took a university in the north. He wanted to leave his hometown. On the day before he left, he came out with Shen Xing. The two walked into the familiar alleys because of their own concerns. Did not even speak.
In the end, they came to the roof of an old bungalow. Guan Rui’s home used to be here. Once Guan Rui told Shen Xing, when he was in a bad mood, he would come to the roof, watch the sky, see the distance, after meeting. In the years he often brought Shen Xing here.
They are very pure. All the stories that happened on this roof are nothing more than how Guan Rui encouraged Shen Xing to face the sadness and sadness of the orphanage.
Is this day a bad mood for both people? Even on the day before the separation, I chose to come to the roof.
For the first time, Guan Rui bought some small snacks and two bottles of beer before going to the roof.
"This is for me to go to college to celebrate, but also for your high school celebration." Guan Rui opened the beer and handed a bottle to Shen Xing, he said so.
Shen Xing took a sip of beer, it was her first time drinking, this bubble, some bitter liquid slipped into the stomach along the throat, and even the heart was bitterly together, it felt very strange, also Very addictive.
Shen Xing said: "I will celebrate for your university. I will not go to high school. The orphanage will only raise us to the age of 16. I will go to the teacher's secondary school and will not charge tuition. (The previous secondary school did not charge tuition. ), there are subsidies, graduation can also be allocated, I have long thought about it."
The early maturity of the children in the orphanage is distressing. Shen Xing is more precocious than they are. She has long planned her future.
She understands that in the orphanage, there is no choice for the future. Her excellent results are only to make herself the most economical place.
At that time, it was much harder to take the exam than to take the high school.
“Isn't it three years?” Guan Rui drank a big swig of wine, and suddenly said to Shen Xing: “The high school tuition is not high, you are so provincial, and the living expenses are not much! Let me support you to study in high school. Well, don't give up on college, your grades are so good."
"No, how can you afford it?" Shen Xing's heart was moved, but she still refused. After years of years, she trusted Guan Rui at the moment is true, but she is a person with no sense of security, she will Sticking to the principle that feelings can't betrayed, but she thinks that people in this world are all volatile.
She will remember Guan Rui's good, but she does not dare to press her future on Guan Rui.
In the face of Shen Xing’s refusal, Guan Rui was very excited. He told Shen Xing loudly: “It’s okay, college students have subsidies for schools every month, there are many ways to make money, plus my own living expenses, save a little Yes."
"No" Shen Xing still wants to refuse.However, Guan Rui had already drunk half a bottle of beer at the moment. He was very excited when he first drank. He couldn’t himself. He stepped forward and put his hands on Shen Xing’s shoulder. His face was red and his voice was shaking. Said to Shen Xing: "Don't refuse me, I just want to be with you in the future, and from now on, I grew up, my father told me that men have to protect women, bear a Family responsibility. I just have already treated you as a family member in my heart, I want to start now."
Guan Rui didn't talk. His hands on Shen Xing's shoulders were shaking slightly. This was his first time to make such an 'intimate' move to Shen Xing. It was also a story that he didn't even like. .
Shen Xing recorded in the diary, this is not my favorite, I love your confession, is the most beautiful confession she has heard in this world, and that night, his eyes are so clear, so sincere.
They originally liked each other. Because of their young age, they didn’t say that they were wearing this thing. Love is always the most touching. Even Shen Xing, who has a thick wall in her heart, can’t refuse. At that moment, she bowed her head and whispered. Say a word: "Okay."
The meaning behind this good word is huge, because it represents that Shen Xing has pressed his fate to Guan Rui.
Guan Rui, who got this good word, was very excited. He understood that this was also the promise of Shen Xing to be with him. He finally couldn’t help but hug Shen Xing and quickly let go. This is their time. Love is also the first time they are so close.
That year, Guan Rui was 18 years old and Shen Xing was 15 years old. That year was 1988.
In the following years, Shen Xing resolutely chose high school and was warned by the orphanage that they could not afford the tuition fees of Shen Xing High School because there were too many children in the orphanage and their funds were limited.
Shen Xing talks with the people in the orphanage. She said that she will not let the orphanage pay a penny whether she is studying or living. She will also help the orphanage to work, and only want to have a place to live.
It was a period of mutual dependence and disappointment, even though Shen Xing and Guan Rui were only two children in a certain sense, but they could afford these two words.
At the same time, it is also a bitter, but full of years of struggle.
In that period of time, Shen Xing had to do a lot of chores in addition to the high school curriculum every day. She saved her life to the extreme, so that the girl who was a good young man was even thin and slightly malnourished.
And she feels that she is not suffering, because under Guan Rui’s ‘bearing’, her future life has so much hope, she can even go to college, and she also
Have your own happiness, such as every time you receive a letter from Guan Rui, and write to Guan Rui.
Guan Rui will send money to Shen Xing every month. From the first month of his schooling to the three years of Shen Xing’s high school, he has never stopped. He always swears at Shen Xing, don't treat himself too badly, have to eat well, and have the strength to learn, he said - he can make money.Shen Xing is still frugal. She doesn't want to be a burden for Guan Rui when she is in college. She wants to save the money she saves as a college entrance fee. She doesn't want to owe the university. She can owe Guan Rui because she decided she wants to use it. Going to Guan Rui’s sentiment in his life.
In the past three years, Shen Xing has not seen Guan Rui once, because Guan Rui’s winter vacation, the summer vacation is busy, he wants to make money, he has no time to go home.
The only bridge between them was the letter. When the Shen Xing college entrance examination was completed, the stack of letters had accumulated to 900, almost every two days, and sometimes even one day.
These letters, Shen Xing are all kept, when I cleaned up her relics, I was burned, because Shen Xing said that everything was burned, leaving only this diary.
In fact, the reason for leaving this diary, I understand very well, that is an explanation for Chengxin.
The story is still going on, and the hardship will always come. In the summer vacation after Shen Xing’s college entrance examination, Guan Rui finally came back. He did not tell any words about the parents blaming not going home to Shen Xing. He remembered the results of Shen Xing’s college entrance examination.
But the first sentence they met was the same.
"you lost weight."
"you lost weight."
After they finished, they laughed at each other. Yes, they were all thin. Guan Rui became black and thin before he went to college.
And Shen Xing is because the nutrition can't keep up, it becomes yellow and thin, and even the hair looks a bit dry.
But they are in the eyes of each other, but they are still the most beautiful people!
The next story is sweet. Shen Xing was admitted to the city where Guan Rui was located. He was close to the university where Guan Rui was located, and Guan Rui was relieved of his post in the last year of the university.
The life of the university is still bitter, and it can hardly bitter and suffer from the past years. But when the years have passed, the three years are the gems in their memory, shining and shining, which is the firmest cornerstone of their feelings.
Then there are some trivial life, both graduated, both returned to their hometowns, both of whom work very well, and the sharp parents also like the restrained, tough Shen Xing, they are engaged, they are getting ready to marry.
I didn't dare to look at it when I saw it here, because I already knew how cruel it was, but I sighed and chose to watch it.
Just in the year when Shen Xing and Guan Rui were preparing to get married - in 1997, Guan Rui was ill and was an incurable disease - advanced lymphoma.
In Guan Rui’s last life, Shen Xing’s companionship with no regrets, dedicated care, and the rush to find a cure.
But all this, sincerely, precious, and can not keep the life of Guan Rui, just a month before their October marriage, Guan Rui passed away.
On that day, Shen Xing’s tears fell silent, she just said to Guan Rui: “You can wait another month, I can marry you.”
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