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The appearance of snow, for example, made me see a ray of sunshine in the whirlpool of sorrow, illuminating the heart that I have been painful.
When she let go of me, I finally couldn't help but squat on the ground, letting myself shed tears and crying to myself. The path of my growth is accompanied by Master's figure. How can it be so easy to live with each other? Wipe it?
At this moment, all the memories of death are turned into sorrow, turned into tears, flowing through my cheeks.
This is not my own sorrow. It is all the sorrow of the scene. Everyone has lost the most important person in life. That kind of sorrow is like resonating at the moment, hovering over the bamboo forest, and then turning it into each Personal tears.
"Sister, forgive me, just once." Suddenly said this as a month, and then I hugged me from behind, regardless of my care, my body was stiff, and then I saw that Huaihuai had some helpless smile, almost turned around like snow. .
"Three brothers, don't move, you should be carrying me when you were a child, I am on your back. At that time we met, Grandpa Jiang, Grandma are there, we are so arrogant, we go to the private tomb of the hungry ghost, because We all feel that we have dependence, that is, Grandpa Jiang and Grandma, they are, they will save us, they will tolerate our naughty, and in the end we will teach us the most, and we will not want to let us know." If the month depends on me The back is intermittent.
I let my tears flow, listen to her slowly telling: "This kind of feeling, three brothers, I am also experienced with you, from small to large dependence, from small to big days. So how can they make us so dependent, but Suddenly left? It feels like being abandoned. However, three brothers, there is one thing, I have never told you that at that time in the hungry ghost tomb, we lost our way, met so many things, you are carrying all the way We, until I was rescued by Uncle Hu. From that time on, you became my dependence, no grandmother, no ginger grandfather, and you. So, you must cheer up, no matter what their departure is. Kind of thoughts, if you don't give up, you will become the dependence of all people, take us to find them, even if you only see one side."
Find them, even if you only see one side? My heart was shocked and I muttered: "Is it right?"
At this time, Chengzhen rushed to my front and said: "Chengyi brother, you are the descendant of the mountain word vein, you are our master brother. My master said from an early age, if something happens to our pulse, After all, I still want to come out with the word of the mountain. If you can find it, you can find them with us."
Cheng Xinge also came over at this time, took off his eyes, and wiped away his tears with his usual elegant posture. He said: "Chengyi, you are indeed a master, they are gone, our pulse is your collar. Now, my master also said that there is no big fear of the big things happening. Naturally, there are mountains and veins coming out to withstand half the sky. We can only help you with the rest of the pulse."I gently pushed it open like a month, wiped out the tears, stood up and said: "I asked myself to be immature, because until now, I am still stuck in sorrow, why can I believe me, just because of me? Is it a mountain word?"
"Shanzi vein, Chengyi, do you know why it is called the mountain word vein? Moving from the mountains, the people in the mountains, what is the fairy. Master once said that the ancestors used the mountain word pulse as the big one, not who is biased. It is the mountain word vein that is the root and orthodoxy of the monasticism. It is the person who walks up the metaphysical avenue. And one person gets the way, the chicken and the dog ascend to heaven, it is plain, but in fact, the mountain word vein finally touches the higher layer, while sheltering others A few people. Everyone who really has the word of the mountain is a man of fate, but there is a person behind the Universe. I don’t know what else is going on, at least our vein is like this. Chengyi, take us, no matter how many years, even if it is a lifelong, let us once again see Master, even if it is only a tombstone." Cheng Xinge said to me.
At this time, I really understood that the meaning of this master brother, Master has never mentioned to me, for what? Doesn't he want me to be bound again?
But the responsibility that we should have in our destiny is always escaping. We are all people who have lost Master at the moment. Just like a group of people who are suddenly lost in the wilderness, can’t keep going like this, then they can only set a goal to go on. And I am undoubtedly the one to lead, no matter how sad I am.
Strongly suppressing the throat still choked, I tried to calmly say: "Go in, let's not be outside. Now we have to do two things. First, I am waiting for Li Shishu, he let us Waiting, instead of letting us go to see him, there is always a reason, then we will wait, wait until he, at least give us an answer. Second, as Snow said, Ling Qing’s grandmother once had some confession Let’s listen to what it’s like to talk about it.”
Things can only be done now. After calming down, I know what I should do. People are forced out, especially after carrying the responsibility.
Just like the mother's responsibility to the child, it will make a naive girl grow up to be a brave woman.
The father’s responsibility to the family will make a boy who loves to play and grow into a mature man.
Everyone is faced with the responsibility given by life, no matter how unwilling you are, sorrow, escape, and finally you can only pick it up, otherwise your life will become a meaningless period of time. Because you have never taken anything, this is even a loser, even if you are a successful person.
When I entered the house, everyone sat down in the house, but if the snow picked me up, I said to everyone: "Sorry, everyone will wait a little longer."
I was so confused that I was pulled to the place where my master and I were washing, and it was not clear at the moment.
What does Bai Ruxue do?And if the snow doesn't talk, just hit a basin of water in front of me and start to wipe my face. I calmly said: "If you want to cheer up, then take a cheering look, even if it's just an illusion, even if it just makes it It’s good to be in my heart.”
During the conversation, she put down the scorpion and put the shaving cream on the table on my face. The master left, I have not shaved for a week. At this time, the face is full of sorrow. Long, the way the beard is pulling, how much more wolf howling.
Looking at the snow, I did all this for me. I grabbed it like snow. She gently broke away from me and said, "I want to ask me, is it not sad that my grandmother is gone?"
I nod the default.
"I am sad, I am very sad. I grew up with my grandmother. In the stockade, my days with my grandmother, such as the month is longer. My grandmother always said that our lives are the same. She always feels that I am suffering. I love you all the time. My grandmother has always been my biggest day. Do you think that I am sad and not sad?" When Snow said this, it was the same as her usual, it was extraordinarily calm, faint, as if it was in the narrative Something else.
But she used to be my closest lover. How could I not know that her calmness often hides too much deep feelings. Therefore, I know that the sadness she said in her mouth may be more than half the sadness in her heart, she can't express it.
During the speech, such as snow handed the razor to me, slowly said: "But my grandmother told me that your master will leave without saying goodbye, you will be more sad. So, I think I should not be sad to collapse. Come over and hold you."
After that, as Snow whispered to me: "Remember, wash again, change clothes and come out again. You are neat, everyone will feel better in your heart, and your parents will feel relieved."
Looking at the back of the snow, my heart is a bit sorrowful, why can't she be my wife? Perhaps a long time ago, Master also asked this question, why can't Ling Qing be my wife?
This is fate, even if snow is not my wife, but I will not give her the love of her husband as a wife because she is not. This is not something that identity can limit. This is my hot feelings.
Just as Master left me, I don’t know where I went, but I won’t think that he is not with me. I think he is not my master. No matter where he is, he is always my master, and I want Finding him is also my own feelings, I will not violate.
I finally cleaned up myself according to the request of Snow, and then found that my mother was waiting for me behind the house. When I saw me, she asked: "Three children, is that girl like snow? How are you and the moon?" Shantou is also very good, and both are confused."
I said: "Mom, like a month is a sister. But I am separated from Snow, for a lot of reasons. But I still like snow. Mom, Master is gone, I hope you can give me a free time, let I am doing my own thing, can I?"My mom suddenly understood my words, and some silently, she knew that I was telling her that I might not get married for a long time and would not be married.
After all, she sighed and said: "I talked with your dad about it, oh, boy, and the apprentice of Master Jiang, who is the god of the gods. My father and I never expected you to be like the ordinary son. Snow is a good girl, why should we separate?"
My mother read and walked away. I looked up at the sky unconsciously. How much bitterness does this life have in order to make a heart become strong and calm?
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