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The days of happiness and sorrow always give me a feeling of unreality. Even if I know that it is only short-lived, I am as happy as Snow, but I am still so uneasy, for fear of losing.
We are very afraid of being too sweet, so that it is even harder to forget the days of obedience in the days to come. We are also afraid that each other is not sweet enough, and we have missed the half-year of this demand.
For our inseparable, the people of Miao Village did not see it. Even the Boche witch here is one eye and one eye closed.
This stockade is very big, just relative to other Miao Villages. In fact, for hundreds of years of seclusion, the people here are very familiar with each other. I don’t know anything about things like Snow.
I have heard more than one such remark: "It’s a pity that this young man is not a Miao."
"They are really hard, but unfortunately he can't enter our stockade."
Whenever I hear such remarks, my heart is bitter, but what else can I pray for? This stockade is already very kind, and other seedlings will not allow Miao and Han people to marry. This stockade can at least accept Han Chinese.
And everyone is blind to our love, close one eye, so that we can have a space to breathe in the inevitable separation, there is a past that can be recalled.
I stayed up late with the snow every night before I sent her back to my hut. I finally returned to my place of residence and looked forward to seeing the next day.
For my state, the Master who lived with me almost did not care. He just said a word to me: "How good together, how good, how good, even if you are crazy, it doesn't matter."
"Master, have you been crazy?" Actually, I really want to know if the young master at that time was crazy for Ling Qing’s grandmother.
"What do you think?" Master went into the house with his hands on his back, and his back was a little sad.
At that moment, I think that Master is crazy, or is still crazy now, so alone, with the bohemian to cover up the inner pain, will I be like this?
I suddenly have some understanding of Master's words. The only thing I am more fortunate than you is that I am an orphan.
In this way, he can use his life for a lifetime to repay this love, because he does not want to bear the old Li, can only bear the love of Ling Qing's grandmother.
I try not to think about this as much as possible. Although I have considered it, can I have a two-way approach, such as when I enter the stockade, learn witchcraft, and don't give up the Tao. But that is impossible. It is not a question of learning, but a question of inheritance.
Because I entered the stockade, I must be a teacher. I am not a person of Lao Li. I can only have one identity. That is the witch who became a stockade. Since then, I have no relationship with my teacher.
I can't do this with Master, even though he said he wouldn't interfere with any of my choices.
On this day, I sent a snowy home as usual, but turned around and found that a person who didn't have much intersection with me was waiting for me, Irene.
We chose a quiet place to talk, and Irene saw me. The first sentence was: "You and Snowy, leave here, I am a sister like Snow, and I will help her with everything."I don't understand Eileen's meaning. I just looked at her very strangely and said, "Are you not against me and snow? Why should we let us run together?"
"Love is something that other people are opposed to? If you love her, even if you are enemies with the whole world, you are not afraid." Elin said quietly, then paused, and said very seriously to me. "Love should be a fire, even if it burns to ashes, it will eventually go out. It is also a love of sorrow, and it is willing to be willing. If you go, how happy you are, how to be happy, don't care about love."
Irene’s eyes are very hot, so I don’t dare to oppose it. At this moment, I think Irene is the kind of Miao female in the mouth of people. Once I fall in love, it’s crazy and pure, passion is like a fire, and it’s just like it, even if it’s Afterwards, the body was broken.
It is a pity that I and Snow can't do this kind of unrelated love, because we don't have a two-pronged approach, and we don't have to pay for it, so we only have choices, and we have chosen.
"Chen Chengyi, you are talking, don't you feel as pitiful as snow? Don't you feel pitiful? Are you two fools? It's so sweet to go everywhere, half a year's appointment. Change to me, or just Together, they will never be together. The half-year agreement is just a wound.” Irene said very directly.
I sighed and spit a cigarette. I also said very seriously to Irene: "Irene, I and I have their own choices, we can't do it, but we don't have the courage to never do it. The regret together. The love you are talking about is fire, and you should burn it with enthusiasm and heat. Then, when you and I are like snow, it is a moth, and a moment of smashing is enough."
"You are a fool, snow is also a fool, I am also a fool, sorry I still hope that the best sisters can be happy for a lifetime, at least not so regretate." Irene turned and left.
Leave me, some doubts look at her back, she is also a fool? Regret, is she sorry?
I didn't think so much, I just thought that if the feelings of Yuhuai and Crisp are not smooth, I will follow the regrets. Her feelings like Snow are like my feelings about Yuhuai and Crisp.
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The days are like a slippery water, and the blink of an eye is late autumn, and it is about to enter the early winter season, November.
When I was not thinking about separation, I was very happy.
And when we forget our identity, we also
There is no difference in a love lover. When I hold her, I will be very warm. When I kiss her, my heartbeat will be very fast. We occasionally bicker, but often very quickly,
I will say silly love to her, and she will cook for me very happy.
Cooking in the snow is very lively, because when she cooks, my master, Hui uncle, Chengxin brother, and rice dumplings will all come to eat and drink, because the rice made like snow is really not delicious.
"Ancient dishes, I am afraid that there are not many people who can be completely copied in the world, such as the snow skull is one." This is the evaluation given by my master.And whenever this time, snow is only very calm and very quiet, relying on my side is a very shallow smile.
She is still like that, who is faint to anyone, but I just like her indifferent.
At noon on this day, after the meal was finished, Master squinted at me and said to Xue: "You go out for a walk. If all the tired time is in this stockade, it is also very regrettable. You are not thinking about taking a snowy movie to watch a movie? Go."
Upon hearing this, the group was very nervous and asked: "Grandpa Jiang, will they be dangerous if they go out?"
The meal also followed my group's concern and looked at my master.
My master waved a big hand and said: "This season, it’s going into the winter. The black-and-white Miao villages don’t dare to move, but we are going to act. After this time, you will be separated. Don’t be tired. It is."
Master said as much as possible, but he lowered his head and I could not see Master's expression.
Only at that moment, I suddenly clenched the hand like snow, and her hand shook a little.
From the beginning of July, to now, it has been almost five months, and the half-year contract is coming so soon? I still forgot my time in the middle of the night, as snow is afraid.
'哐当', is the sound of Irene, who is in the soup, the voice of the spoon, she murmured: "Grandpa, do you want to act? You have to let them separate? Can not let them together ?"
Master looked up and looked at Eileen with a deep look. He said, "It is to be separated. No one can say this in the end of this action. Even if things go, Chengyi and Ru Xue should have their own things. Do it, just now."
Irene was very angry and put down the bowl and said to my master: "You are really ruthless. No wonder you can throw away Ling Qing's grandmother so much. You must have the apprentice follow you? Your apprentice's love. It is his own."
Master did not speak, did not justify, but sighed, stood up and walked to the edge of the promenade, looking at Irene and asked: "Irene, is love really important to you? Is it important to exceed everything? ?"
Irene greeted my master's gaze, and said very firmly: "I am more important than my life, I don't know others, I only know me, I am born for love. I don't understand others, others. I don't need to understand me either."
How did Master talk to Irene? Although I am sad, I am very surprised.
And as Snow has gently held Irene's hand, said: "Irene, you don't need this. My own choice, I will not regret it, I am also suffering."
Irene glanced at the snow and said: "If you are snow, you are stupid, we are stupid."
Grandfather Hui read a Buddha number. Master only looked at the stockade outside the promenade and didn't know what he was thinking.
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