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time is 1 : 30 am, the street light illuminates broad elevated road, Wang Zijin drives red small BMW, the travel slightly lonely elevated road, the vision is looking straight ahead the front, the focal distance in pupil is dispersing from time to time, from time to time contracts.
She appears worried, is actually deducing the later war in the brain, is the powerful of this performance, is gentle elucidation, the answer is the latter, Yīngyīng Monster is the same with her younger brother, belongs to be impervious to threat or hard sell softly.
But the matter on sentiment, too soft is not a good deed, this hard time you hardly.
Therefore later random strain.
Wang Zijin thought oneself are hundred war undefeated generals, alone is rushing toward the battlefield.
In fact, from infancy to maturity, she is this winner in aspect.
The love to any woman is a battlefield, each women must have the guard love consciousness and were determined.
Has gone to elevated road, opened ten minutes to arrive at that small nest again, Wang Zijin when the shuttle traffic light, nearly and flank populace passenger vehicles bumped into, both sides responded luckily quickly, sharply checked.
The glass of populace car(riage) driving position falls, the driver pokes head is direct to head one scolded.
Wang Zijin looks up, discovered is the red candle, she unknowingly ran a red light.
Has patted oneself cheek, cheers up, does not pay attention to bì bì of driver, hits the steering wheel crazily, bypasses the populace car(riage), swaggers away.
Drives to enter the community, she turns on the lamp of vehicle roof, lags behind the antidazzling device the mirror, ties ponytail a black long hair of oneself end reel, Wang Zijin usually does not tie ponytail, because Qin Ze said that bunch ponytail will appear she will be brazen, although will be the joke nature, she actually listened at heart.
But ponytail will make her increase a succinct and dry/does practice qi nature, thus looks like the powerful.
Completes all these, Wang Zijin puts out foul air slowly, drives away all disadvantageous mood, burns out and pulls out the key and lock vehicle door, forms a coherent whole, she moves toward the building of residence with long hurried strides, the back looks like the female general who the one person alone rushed toward the battlefield.
Opens that leaf of familiar door, in the living room the light is bright, Qin Baobao stands near the window, silent is looking into the whole city lights, if the Wang Zijin's back leads decidedly the general who is advancing to the battlefield, she is queen that loses, is lonely and desolate.
Wang Zijin lives, visits her silently, Qin Baobao is looking at the night scene, she is looking at the Qin Baobao's back.
In the Wang Zijin mind, appears suddenly Qin Ze's that „Do Not Speak”, inside has lyrics to do for the occasion very much: Wants, with a black pencil, draws a silent living theater.
In such atmosphere, she discovered suddenly, all lines that oneself prepare, seems not suitable to be used to make the prologue.
In this silent living theater, she thinks somewhat depressing, as well as inexplicable sadness.
At this time, Qin Baobao turned round, faint smile: „You come.”
Her smiling face one such as in the past, Wang Zijin actually left deeply has been hiding that mood.
Like has a needle, gently has gripped in Wang Zijin at heart, her silent nod.
Qin Baobao arrives at the sofa, sits down, the vision looks in all directions, said in a soft voice: „Thinks here good, is not big, but is warm, between I and him am away from a wall, in the evening the belly was hungry, shouted that he can hear. In that time that he just moved, I cannot fall asleep frequently, midnight wants to watch the movie, nobody accompanies, shouted one, shouted that has sufficed, did not prefer running over that he will also jolt. Why may the house get bigger and bigger, is getting more and more rich, I and his distance, actually starts slowly was far. I have thought for a long time, wants to understand, that time I and he such as this house, was not then big, but purely and simple. Among us does not have that many things, money, fame and company, as well as you.”
„Now looks like, thought that here is very small?” Her vision has swept the living room: „But our three finished eating the food every night, the nest in this living room, you will watch the movie, he makes number model, looks at the stock, I always like making with him, from infancy to maturity happily whoopees he. Any reason, had not thought that this is very good.”
„Initially you ran Shanghai, I think you live in time, a blink, one -and-a-half years. Actually I was very afterward bothersome your, such bold in others family/home really good, you hurry, you walked here are I and his domain. But remembered you saying that in the family/home compelled the person who you married do not like, I was also tenderhearted, I was good” Qin Baobao not to be justified to you so suddenly, am staring at her: „When starts.”
Wang Zijin opened mouth, replied truthfully: „At the end of last year.”
„At the end of last year” Qin Baobao was muttering, smiled mournfully: „Nearly one year, was hiding the truth from my one year, originally I like was the fool have hidden the truth from one year by you.”
„Baobao (darling),” Wang Zijin calmed down, said: „At the end of last year, was I to his confess, I loved him, liked loving very much very much, I have never thought must rob your anything, but the sentiment was this, marvelous, happy and selfish, just when with he contacted, I did not think where he had attracts me, he in me, was bosom friend younger brother, possibly was very interesting, because in the high school in three years, on my sharing a table mouth was hanging her younger brother throughout, on the mouth said that younger brother how was not how good, mentioned his time, the corner of the eye brow tip actually throughout is gentle. I think, this younger brother is very definitely interesting, is very different. After seeing him, meets to might as well be well-known. Even he shows from the beginning to my expectation, making me feel a little bothersome, the heart said that if this younger brother and other man such are the quack remedies, after I found the work, moves.”
Said you possibly not to believe that was your younger brother pursues first my.
„Contacted time to grow, I discovered that he was truly different, had the talent obviously very much, actually instigated very much, in the world did not have anything to be able probably rare but actually he, wants to pursue me, does not dare to move. Being together time is longer, he attracts me more and more, in always so is together happy with him, but you know that makes me produce at first „ tries to be his girlfriend” the person of idea, not he, but is you ”
Wang Zijin solemnly said: „You cannot hide the truth from me, we know these many years, we are strange bedfellows are so long, your intention has not hidden the truth from me.”
Qin Baobao visits her, after the moment, smiles bitterly and astringently: „You have not guessed wrong, I like him, no, I love him. On World nobody loves him compared with me.”
These words, as if burnt/anxious Leizha in Wang Zijin ear bank.
Unexpectedly, is really this.
She had already guessed correctly, but when Qin Baobao said these words personally, Wang Zijin's worldview subverted.
„Your you know that what you were saying?” The Wang Zijin shock said: „You are elder sister and younger brother, as elder sister's you, how can say this words.”
„Strange, is very strange, perhaps you will also think that I am not concerned about face, falls in love with own younger brother unexpectedly. Saw that he discussed with other girl really happy, grasping that hated at heart was crazy. Thinks that he must be affectionate with other woman, even marriage giving birth, collapses on the mentality wants to kill people. On World does not have such elder sister.” Qin Baobao tender body swing back, the whole person pounds ruthlessly on the sofa, then as if pounded into the 20 year time river:
„Very slightly very small time, I know that he is not my own younger brother. I and he listened secretly mother's telephone accidentally, does not know the child who that individual families who was, I was bigger than him, therefore was also more sensible, I frightened him this matter do not disclose. Is regarded as a secret, like this we happy whole family.”
„He is not intelligent, is very ordinary, long is most worth looking, because just has I such outstanding elder sister, even more serves as contrast his mediocre not wonderfully, however younger brother not, therefore hates elder sister, instead cares to her, accepts own mediocre gradually, elder sister expects too much every so often, hopes that he can buoy up, makes one to have the temperament boy, in the future will become has the temperament man. Therefore starts to bully him, snatches his thing, when by the father punches in side hits a person when he is down.”
„But he still to elder sister good pulls out the lung from the heart, when the most beloved toy gives elder sister, that type timid, the fawn same hope obtains the liking look, deep stabbing pain elder sister's heart. Childhood A'Ze was very timid, only knows that followed behind to play in me, the elementary school was snatched the pencil case that mother has bought newly not to dare to speak, but must call my this elder sister to look for the gathering place for him.”
„One year, my elementary school fifth grade, his third grade, little beansprout, we were on vacation from school on the road that year goes home, one group of boys bully me, they pull my hair, has robbed my book bag, comes out inside book entirely but actually. Said that I am not friend with them, daily asks me to trouble, but also some people raise only then cry, nobody who my skirt I can do helps me, no one could count on, kid who counts on the third grade?”
„But you know that when I most am afraid, is such a kid of third grade, he stands before me, cried saying that do not bully my elder sister, then with their dead beating.”
In the Qin Baobao mind appeared in the past picture, in the picture, the short small fellow time beat again throws down, actually clenching teeth stood, with the male student dead beatings of these high heads, has been afraid obviously very much, obviously hit wants to call mother, but he is not willing to flinch, bursts into tears to clench teeth to make a determined effort, was the dead beating.
The girl cried to spend the attractive small cheek.
Even if the past several years, this picture still in the course of time more/complete new the storage in the Qin Baobao memory, that were one of the she and younger brother most precious recollections.
„From that date, I started to change to his sentiment quietly, this was I have not realized. After that younger brother is good to elder sister's, in her no longer is the pure kinship, is impure, but is very happy. He always cherishes to elder sister gentle and modestly declines, anything by me, anything is letting me, on the mouth often complained that the love of parents makes me foster big pile of bad problems, actually never engages in introspection, actually he is that most favors the elder sister's person.”
„These years, elder sister relies on to him more and more, entangles crazily even thinks this World, so long as had him to suffice, other did not matter. Several years ago his first contact girlfriend, in high spirits ran to show off with me, you know that at that time my what felt?”
„Pain, painful wants dead, like today's this.” Qin Baobao covers the chest, sobbed: „Painful does not want to live.”
Wang Zijin is silent, the matter arrived here, no matter all languages have used, she listens to the recall past that the girl was talking endlessly, honest and affectionate revealing concern.
That was one was fermenting at heart several years of sentiment, opened that flash of cover, smelled was actually not fragrant, but was the pain of tap web.
Any excuse and argument, in the face of this sentiment, suddenly pale and weak.
Meanwhile, Wang Zijin also finally understands why she will instigate, she is the other woman (third party) right, she inserts this should not in love, not only towering is unharmonious, unharmonious to including her to think every so often oneself are unnecessary.
Therefore in the subconscious, she thought that she should instigate.
„Zijin”
When does not know, this mindless woman, has always had tears streaming down the face.
Qin Baobao uses an tone of nearly entreaty: „The 13 year, I loved his 13 year, that is my life. Asked you, gave back to me him, gave back to me”
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